Those Special Someones...  

rm_sheree73 44F
79 posts
2/24/2005 4:45 pm

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Those Special Someones...

Have you ever wondered why you meet people throughout your life when you do? Those chance meetings that forever affect you or change your life?

I often wonder what the grand plan is for my life. Some days its hard to see any purpose in my life at all, BUT once I pull my head from my ass and think more clearly on things, its ok that I don’t know what that plan is right now. I’m still young and who knows, maybe my grand plan is to simply go through this life being kind and compassionate to others, sharing the love that lies inside me with those I meet, and just simply going through life experiencing all that I can, good and bad.

Amidst the grand scheme of things, there is one very important aspect that I am so very grateful for. Through out my life (all of 31 yrs, soon to be 32) there have been very distinct individuals that have entered my life exactly when I needed them most. A few of them have seen me through some very rough times, and some have brought laughter back into my life when I thought I’d never laugh again. There are so many different scenario’s through out my life that have been blessed by some stranger from out of the blue that eventually would come to mean the world to me. There are even those whom I never spoke too, never got to know, but with that one special glance, that one gracious compliment, or the quick flash of a warm and sincere smile, they touched me.

Some are gone now, and there are those that still continue to be a part of my life today, all of them with their very own special place in my heart.

I pray to God every day, thanking him for gifting me with such an amazing imagination and ability to clearly remember things. I also ask him to protect me from Alzheimer’s or any other disease of the mind that would rob me of that gift. The thought of slowly losing the ability to remember all those that mean so much to me is one of my greatest fears. Mostly it breaks my heart to imagine every vivid memory tainted and slowly swirled into a chaotic mess of confusion and never having the chance to be blessed yet one more time by the random recollections of those wonderful moments.

To all those that touched my life so briefly… I will never forget.

To those that came and stayed awhile but are now gone…. I miss you.

To those of you still walking beside me on my journey of life… Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love you more then words can express.

To those of you that will cross my path in time…. I can’t wait to meet you, and be blessed by all that you have to share with me.

warmguy2329 61M

2/24/2005 5:49 pm

Very nicely written. I have a friend your age who sent me something with the same thoughts in mind. Although I did not really help her a lot thru her separation, she still was thankful. But do know what is most important? Take your lesson and share it by being there for someone else. Good luck in life

Jerosd 48M

2/25/2005 3:37 am

the master scheme plays
playing on different boards
oblivion looses

rm_heyjay4two0 45M
56 posts
2/28/2005 8:11 am

Honest, sincere and very reflective . Now I am thanking you for providing me with that feeling of hope. Sometimes I lose sight of hope because of the reality of life. Your words have touched me today and again I thank you.

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