Honesty  

rm_sharksnsails 47M
697 posts
2/2/2006 7:56 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Honesty


Yes, there was an honest post or two, will it make me unpopular, probably, did it feel good to say it?
yes
I am some sort of freak, I know this. I don't mind that. I think though, that this feeling that I can be honest, is the most priceless thing in the world. It is my blog. These are my feelings, I must stop using this as a forum for impressing the ladies. If what I say is supposed to help me learn about myself, then it must be honest.
Aaron is
1) Happy: no matter what happens, I will always eventually revert to who I am, I am a happy person.
2) Angry: I am angry that my wife wont let me see my kids. I love my kids. It's not fair that she is using them to hurt me.
3) Horny: God! I love sex. I fucking love sex. got a problem with it. Oh well.
4) Young: My spirit is young.
5) Poor: Oooooops guess I spent it all.
6) Smart: I'm OK with it too.
7) Loving/affectionate: I am a kitten inside.
8 Lonely: ever see a lonely kitten?
9) Strong: They haven't crushed my spirit yet!
10) Alive: I am connected to all living things around me, spirit energy flows through me, God what a rush!

I am a giddy school boy who loves to party and rock, I love a good jam, a good drink, a good fuck, a good fire, a good ride. I make no apologies on my blog. this is aaron's world here. maybe I will in more sophisticated terms offer condolences to individuals unable to appreciate my unorthadox egocentric stance. or as steve martin said "WELL EXCUSE ME"
he he he not really.

So here it is, the answer
after love comes....
1) sadness regret
2) lonliness
3) anger
4) dispair
5) acceptance
6) hope
7 happiness.

then, of course you fall in love again and screw it all up, its like a 12 step program, for love a holics.
what a lost bunch we are!

peace and healing, love and nuggies
sharks

rm_sharksnsails 47M
738 posts
2/3/2006 2:51 pm

flyaway, I have gained and lost, more or less is hard to judge, maybe it's a wash, maybe more, I'm losing time, but having fun. so maybe Im using time. My kids, I have no idea how thats all going to play out. I would be lying to say I wasn't worried.

Mzhunyhole...thanks *hugs yeah, not all who wander are lost, and not all who are different are freaks, only I am a little freaky, but thanks for saying not anyway. ps I really really really really really really really loved your post "I have a clit in my throat" LOL

sharks


keithcancook 61M
17930 posts
2/3/2006 11:07 pm

I really like this style, Aaron. This was very well crafted, and I enjoyed reading it.

In spite of everything, you are very well grounded...

Blog On, Brother. Blog On!


rm_sharksnsails 47M
738 posts
2/4/2006 2:22 am

ty keith
sharks


Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/5/2006 12:06 am

okies I changed my mind .......I am gonna come back and screw it if people don't like it. I miss talking to ya. And that is freaking awsome Aaron .........and AdultFriendFinder step program. I really enjoyed reading this post. Thanks hun......helped me clarify a few things. Just like going over to GOTD's did earlier today. Well keep learning hun. As to Love .......Love is a choice. At least that is to some degrees how I see it. You can fall in lust/infacuation with someone.......Love is what carries on even after all the warts have been revealed. Love is ....

hugs
Kelli


rm_sharksnsails 47M
738 posts
2/6/2006 5:00 pm

wonderful kelli! i am totally stoked
sharks


__Huntress__ 56M/58F

2/8/2006 3:55 am

You know ... this is what I do for a living ... work to prevent one parent from alienating the other from their children .... aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhh ... this made me soooooo angry ... and I still end up with the same question at the end of every day ... why would any parent deny their children the love of the other ? Don't stop fighting ... Sharks ... that's all I can tell you ... make sure those kids know ... you want them in your life ... despite her !

{=}


rm_sharksnsails 47M
738 posts
2/9/2006 1:20 am

huntress >>>>>>>>>> you are truly good people, I've got a surprise for you soon.
you'll just have to be patient! lol, and yes, im sure everything will be ok in the end......
(i hope)
you know , i think the parents need the children as much as the children need the parents.

sharks


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