The Aftermath  

rm_sexypinay16 45F
389 posts
6/10/2006 4:05 am

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The Aftermath

Its indeed the most harrowing experience to wake up each day to find a friend, a loveone gone forever. That you will never see him, never to talk to him anymore and nver to see him smile. Before I was never been too aware of how fleeting life could be. Until now we are still grieving. Acceptance is so difficult. There are a lot of questions about death, life and God's will. It was so painful to see my sister wracking in tears each day. To see her so distant and removed from the world. She missed Don so much. Late afternoons and early evening were the most difficult for her. Because during this time Don is coming home from work. She was so young and beautiful to suffer like that. Their kids missed their dad too. They are asking where he is, and when he come back from the hospital but we gently told them that their Dad was now gone and he is now in heaven. My heart goes out to them because they were so young, they will never know how beautiful it is to have a father. Their memries about their dad was so little. My heart goes to my sister, she love the man so much. Of all of us she was the most dependent because she had Don, a loving and dependable husband. She have never worked, she choose to stay home to take care of her family. And now all of it came to an end. I always talked to her,I always told her to let go of Don, because she dont have a choice now but to move on. She was young, beautiful and educated. Life is waiting for her. But i know this time , no words could heal the pain. No amount of assurance from us could ever take away the pain and fears she had now. Looking at her and how she had love. I have lots questions in my heart. It is scary to love and be loved like that because u nver know when it will come to an end. In the past when i looked at them, hope and faith comes to me, they take away whatever doubts and fears i have about relationships. Life could be so unfair...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

rm_sexypinay16 45F
311 posts
6/20/2006 5:04 am

Hi fox....miss u ..mwah!!! thanks so much...we are still coping...thanks for the prayers.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

rm_sexypinay16 45F
311 posts
6/13/2006 4:16 am

To all of you guys....Thanks from the bottom of my heart. Dont worry guys ,my family and I are on the road to recovery. Each day we are doing our best to move on and support my sister and her kids. Sadness and pain was still here but I know someday somehow God will help us through. Thank you so much guys....Love you all...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

stephenyulo17 48M
129 posts
6/11/2006 6:43 am


rm_ny_guy60 58M
131 posts
6/10/2006 11:51 am

Hey sexypinay,I saw you on asianlady4love's blog and followed you up here.I read your blog,you sounds so lonely,cheer up and don't make things around you feel you down all the time.Life always have another chances but if it's realy your time then that's it.THE END.

mr_simply_me 46M
842 posts
6/10/2006 5:10 am


It really touched me when you wrote the these last 2 blogs.. I have experienced near death of a close relative a few times and that anxiety and pain is not as great as yours. But the experiences have given me sort of strength that we must go on. With or without that person. The world do not stop just for you. So try hard to less the grieve and become positive and move on.

You need to be strong so that your sis can be strong. We will always have you in thoughts. If you feel that you are failing to have that strength, blog it out and we will give u the support as much as we can...

Hope you will have a speedy recovery...


funintheday2006 57M
9659 posts
6/10/2006 5:00 am

The hearts and thoughts of us all in Blogland are with your all. Thats one of the comforts here babe, caring.
Be strong.

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