rm_sexypinay16 45F
389 posts
3/30/2006 3:22 am

Last Read:
5/30/2008 9:40 pm


I am here sitting in a little cafe in our small quiet town. Ive been to work. I am so tired, my highheels start to hurt my legs , my head so heavy, my back so sore. I have been so busy today at work. I log in here at AdultFriendFinder , to check my blog. I promised yesterday that I will try To leave blogville to mend my broken heart(oooops...I wont be talking about him again..promise) I am stressed, so many papers were due this week . I wanted to lie my back and go home. My body needs its rest now. But the writer within me is crying out...I wanted to write...I wanted to write my pain, I wanted to pour out my soul in this small box. I dont want to go home. I am afraid of going home to my kids. I dont want them to see how sad and broken I am now. I just wanted to cry here for awhile. All I wanted is just to cry...cry for all of my sorrows..cry for the loneliness i have now...I am so lonely. I felt like 100 years old because of this tremendous pain. I am tired..so worn out... Why I have to feel pain? I am tired. Why do God let this happen to me?

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

stephenyulo17 48M
129 posts
4/1/2006 5:12 pm


rm_sexypinay16 45F
311 posts
4/1/2006 2:19 am

Hi Wowo thank you for your offer to listen...Iam going through a difficult moment of my life now , I appreciate your willingness. My writings here in AdultFriendFinder were already enough to provide me the relief whenever I write. Thanks so much...

hi Care42n1
Hello to the both of you, I am still in my tunnel, still going through this pain, this sorrow. But I am coping..im fine. I really appreciate your concern. My friends here are helping me too. I know the fire I am going through will forge my spirit to be strong and wise...thanks...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

rm_care42n1 52M/51F
1 post
3/31/2006 3:16 pm

3 days ago we read your post about the pain and sorrow that you've been through. ( That was last March 30 I think. )

So how it is now...we're hoping that you feel fine now.

Take some time to treat yourself and be with your friends.

We do all have tears and laughter. It all depends on how we
handle it.

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