I'm not strange  

rm_puisscent 50M
5 posts
4/3/2006 5:37 pm

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I'm not strange

I'm sure I'm not strange.

I have given up hope of this site actually being fruitful. let's face it it's not going to get me laid.

I've had more interest from guys than I have from women. The only winks I've had are from blokes - well bugger that, I'm not F'n gay.

There are quite a lot of freaky people out there though. That is fine, I'm sure I am as freaky as anyone else. I think, deep down, within ourselves we are all a bit freaky. It's just that some people are more able to deal with it than others.

Looking around this site I start to think that I am not that different than anyone else. Maybe you'll disagree.

I have been divorced for quite a few years now. I am still on good terms with my ex and my daughters. I still see them fairly often.

I am having trouble though with what I see when I go and visit though. My ex-wife still turns me on, and I have to say that the years we have spent apart only serve to make me want her even more.

We split up because she cheated on me. I now think that I was a bit hasty as, if I'm honest, it was always my fantasy to catch her being screwed by another man.

Fantasy and reality: don't get them mixed up.

I spent years wanking myself thinking about her with other men.

My big problem now is that I have started fantasising about my eldest daughter. She's 16 now, it's all perfectly legal, she has a boyfriend and I can't seem to stop myself thinking about her doing it. She has grown into a beautiful young woman, just like her mum. Maybe that's what I see in her?

It turns me on to think about her having sex. I know this is bad. Her boyfriend is a nice guy but when I think about her I always imagine someone older, bigger; I imagine her being taken advantage of. I imagine her acting like a slut, Just like her mum.

If I am perfectly honest. I imagine scenarios where I find her naked and wet; and I take her without her knowing it's me.

It is pure fantasy. Of course, I would feel protective of her under all circumstances. But I can't help the dark places that my imagination takes me. She is so sweet and beautiful. So much like her mother used to be.

I'm sure I'm not alone.

I'm not a freak.

Am I?

gypsy1629 42F

4/3/2006 6:50 pm

Well I can say you are honest...and I will leave it at that.


rm_puisscent 50M
3 posts
4/6/2006 5:28 am

Mmmm, probably too honest.

Don't get me wrong, it is all just dark fantasy. I'm sure most af us have dark desires hidden away inside us. 99.9 % of us would never actually act on them. I would be willing to bet that you yourself gypsy, have some fantasy that you keep to yourself.

There are several reasons for the thoughts.

(1)She looks like her mum - and I know how wanton her mum is. I do wonder if she has inherited more than just her looks.

(2)The distance between us. I don't get to see her every day and can't help but notice how she has matured recently.

(3)My ex has told me that my daughter is now on the contraceptive pill. I guess this triggered off the thoughts of her being sexually active.

Obviously I don't want to myself but I do get aroused thinking about her doing it. The same as I used to (and still do) get aroused thinking about her mother with other men. Am I teasing myself? Probably. Why? who knows.

Having read around this site I can see that I am not alone in fantasising about my wife with other men. far from it, this seems to be a very common fantasy.

I guess it's only a short, kinky step to imagining my daughter in the same positions.

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