How could I?  

rm_phoundrx7 40M
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6/29/2006 8:45 pm

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7/12/2006 4:02 pm

How could I?

Well, it has been a very long time since I said anything to anyone through this site. I could b.s., lie, and give everyone what they want to hear.

But, honestly, I really haven't been of a caring, compassionate, communicative, friendly, and overly nice mindset.

I've been more of the mentality that wants destruction, anarchy, and chaos. A state of mind that wants to extract retribution for the ignorance and stupidty I have to tolerate five days a weekxxxxxxxxxx.

Haven't wanted to say hi, or talk to anyone at all. Have not even been considerate of others' feelings, emotions, and whatnot. And although I have thought of others, my willingness to actually thinkof them, has been non-existent.

I told all of you a while back, I am honest to a fault. Like it or not.

As far as my thoughts of late, I can say that I need to release a huge chuck of hatred and rage that has built up. I need to let go.

So, I'm back. hoorah.

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