I feel it still  

rm_mtnravyn 61M
501 posts
8/14/2005 12:28 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I feel it still

I can feel it still
as it was
slicing down the middle of me
carrying parts of me away
I can feel it still

I can feel it now as it was then
bubbling up and over and flowing through me in a molten rush
burning and cutting
slicing an aching gap
gutting and stealing my heart,
just taking, grabbing, ripping with its fire
I felt it
I can feel it still

I can hear you as I heard you then
I can feel my roots being ripped
My world being tumbled
My light being snuffed
My guts quaking like hot mud
My vision being melted hot

nothing to stop the pain
nothing to stop the gushing
until it was finished, emptied of itself
deep the core, the marrow,
deep the lava she rose, deep, from deep
spilling over on top of me
burning and cutting through
earth forming and shaping earth
gutting this beautiful hollow

The space to be filled,
with what I don’t know
only that I will go on
and risk again.

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