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general thoughts and musings of a nomad.
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i think im sick
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Publié :29/6/2006 17h08
Dernière mise à jour :17/5/2024 8h32 4351 vues
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i think im developing some kinda bug. i keep findin myself,like now. settin in front of my computet listenin to creme and drinkin. for some reson my lack of female well any type of companionship is really weighin me down. its never bothered me before but now its just hittin. i dont set and drink and cry woe is me. i know you gotta try no matter what. you never know what lies behind the next bend. since katrina last year its seemin like its nothing but tap dancin in a minefield. i do my best to block out everything but strictly business and grin and bearit. the demons keep gettin closer and you see them and hear them and finally you cant ignore it anymore. how do you side step the demon on lonliness when your responsible for baiting him all these years and he finally came. i guess you do the best you can,sdrink another and act like you cant be happier.
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gettin a complex
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Publié :18/6/2006 16h50
Dernière mise à jour :20/6/2006 10h35 4399 vues
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ya know this site could give a normal guy a complex. i have the dubios honor of having mailed a bunch of people on here and got some really nasty replies. your not near our type and such. i can go out and find a lady without trouble. maybe im just shootin too high. ive been told im fun to be around and not that hard on the eyes. i read ladies are lookin for a certain tytpe. i think wrongly i guess i can be that tytpe. maybe i could be wrong that the girls on here god forbid could be playin games like the guys. ive met online a few from here that i liked and they wondered why i was here. they seemed to think i was normal lol. maybe i should out right ask whatcha lookin for so there wont be any gray area. i keep stayin here anyway. im on what 250 emails with no response or you aint my type or even who do you think you are e-mailin my fine ass. lol maybe im a glutton for punishment. just so i get straight. what exactly are the women lookin for here. it can be a little bumfuzzling cause i hear a lot of different things.
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what to do?
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Publié :15/4/2006 17h35
Dernière mise à jour :17/5/2024 8h32 4200 vues
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ive been on this site to no avail for a while. it sometimes makes me wonder if im going insane or developing a complex. im way better at meeting online because i think you get to see the real side of someone without the hangups of a personal meeting,yea right i almost fooled myself. i can set in any bar or such and im approached more than likely than i do the approacing. i can carry on an reasonably intelliget conversation as long as we stay off pollitics,religion or quantum physics lol. i should say i can spout gibberis as well as the next chemically dependant lol. ive learned the hard way here,cyberspace, isnt anyway related to my own little slice of reality.
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whats tha deal
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Publié :27/2/2006 15h51
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2006 21h27 4242 vues
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ive been on here and talked to a few ladies. i havent met anyone by the way. i cant figure out why. ive been told im an decent lookinguy and funny. i love to take my girlfriends out and show em a good time. maybe the ones ive talked to are a little scared of meeting anyone or theyre just gettin off tesing these guys on here. maybe it could be im in an area where there are a bunch of prudes and dont beleive in havin fun lol. i travell a lot and heard how a lot the guys say they do too and meet with a few on their trips. i on the other hand have the worst luck and even get ignored there too. dont get me wrong im not whining im just bumfuzzled as to what im doing wrong.
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huh wha huh
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Publié :28/1/2006 16h42
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2006 21h27 4276 vues
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im confused. ive been told all my life what a woman wants. i ask my female friends the same. its the same answer most of the time. some are a little subjective but mostly in the same park. now another question. my opinion is and always has been good people are gonna finish last. thats what i see mostly anyway. i consider myself a good person with all the qualities asked for in amate. to add ive always finished last in the mating game. its seems that some of the women i know have a predisposition toward guys that are gonna dump on them and leave em cryin. i can empathise in that im the one usually dumped on. now why would a person put themselves through that when they have a better choice. sometime,i say in all things, you have to do a bit of digging to get to a good choice. never jump on the first boat out of dunkirk i say. my friends ask why im still single. im nice enough,have a kind nature and a good heart. well i havent foud the boat yet,im not willing to settle for just anything. im in control of my surroundings and destiny for the most part. so im delusional about that part. i would like to settle down but i want it to be once and the games over. being married 10 times is a horrendous fate in my mind. ok ive rambled enough and vented. maybe when i go out tonite i will find miss perfect on the next barstool or stage. yeh right.
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whats the answer?
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Publié :18/1/2006 20h15
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2006 21h27 4262 vues
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everyone has an answer to a question but the trick is does it fit the question. you could conceivably say every answer is good for any question asked. you just gotta use your head to make it work. i dont feel that way. im archaic in a small way. iask a question and want a direct and simple answer. i admit i dont always practice what i preach. i do have the weakness of thinkin of the other persons sensablities as to the answer. ive been told i should be a politician. if dont want to answer a question i can lead a verbal hide and seek to the point you give up and call it a verbal snipe hunt. i reiterate in i like someone being direct with me. what am i blathering about and leadin a circuitous route to you ask yourself. well here is the question of the ages. what do women want from us men. it seems like an inocuos question at least. im sure wars have been fought over it to be truthful. i know for sure this little coonass aint found out. i have found out this much. just when i think ive got that bull by the hors, im left with two horns and wonderin what happened. im of the beleif myself that question is like the owl. how many licks does ittake to get to the center of a tootsie pop. the world may never know. all jokin aside i thought for a few seconds once upon a time i knew what they were lookin for. later i found out by courier pigeon that i was a day late and a dollor short. i knew the answer but they had changed the question again. honesty, sincereity, honor and just being a man about things usually work for me in the most part. dont be a puss and be decisive. try that. it dont work but it could get you a few free nights a bellvue.
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hmmm
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Publié :17/12/2005 14h26
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2006 21h27 4351 vues
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since the cane blew through lake chuck and upset everybodys apple cart i havent been on much. guess you could say i been in the doldrums with everybody elase. i never noticed though cause i went back to work and didnt look back i wasnt one of the golden haired chosen few whom the almighty fema smiled down upon and bestowed their blessings. i did the old fashioned thing grabeed my bootstraps told everybody fuk off and put it in the wind without regret. i guess you could say im proud of myself. in spite of the no lube ass i took when i bought that damned silver freightliner i managed to keep it runnin and finally just recently got caught up again. now im doin ok. i was about to beleive that fema had all but forgot about this guy when by an amazing feat i came home from ojio. im my parents back yard was a fema shack in all its luxurios splendor. thay didnt forget me after all. i wonder if they will point out which particular ass i need to kiss come next election or if theyre gonna leave me to my own mixed up mudlleings. but never the less i should be grateful. some people are still having to live rent free in a tent in the outer mongolias the us govt rent for pennies a day. i like to say its the usa love it or here is your plane ticket. i have a few,really a lot of gripes but i ca cause i vote. its my land i was born in and im damn proud to be an amreican and a southenerner by the grace of god. well enough now i finally got over my writers block and had to vent. to everyone have a happy whatever you believe in and a good new year. i personally gonna have a merry christmas and a happy new year.
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out again
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Publié :30/8/2005 18h56
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2006 21h27 4316 vues
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looks like i get to go to new orleans area tommorrow. i got the tap to haul some emergency pumps and generators to the area. i think its an honor to get to do my part for the recovery. it looks bad down there and not gettin much better. i hope my little bit helps. its part of my nature to help when the call comes. i dont mind at all. last night on my trip home from tyler texas i saw at least 150 trucks going east to new orleans. it looks like to me disaster recovery is becoming a booming business on the redneck riviera. ive been asked why i love it here so much. we have our hazards but so does everywhere else. i cant put a finger on why i like it here but most you ask couldnt either. after my little jaunt down there ive already been told to get ready for another long one. im going to points unknown but happy. like living here you cant ask a driver and get a certain answer why they love it. youll just about get a different answer from each different one.
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bail new orleans bail
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Publié :28/8/2005 12h16
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2006 21h27 4374 vues
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ive been watchin the news and weather about cane katrina. looks like we louisianains are about to feel the slap of gods hand against the back of our coolective heads. ive went through several evacs over them and rode one out. givin the choice i run like hell,a cane with those winds are nothin to fiddle with. we can only hope those poor misguided souls who attempt to ride this out will see anothr sunrise. as with everything ive seen all types of roumors on the net so far. not enough body bags,30 feet of water in down town,superdome wont take the beatin its in line for. its a unique time in history when we could very well see the destruction of a major city over tv dinners. lets just cross our fingers and hope for the best.
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just a few musings
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Publié :27/8/2005 16h54
Dernière mise à jour :5/3/2006 21h27 4284 vues
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hello blog land. this is my first time here and thought i would try this. i am a truckdriver and see a lot of this wild and crazy country. i thought i may put down when im home some of the things i see. such as the idiotic antics of grown men on the back row of the truck stop chasing lot lizards. ive seen things most wouldnt beleive. i was told once i should write a book. i said it would have to go under fiction. no one would beleive a word of it.
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