The worst night ever  

rm_metalmama69 43F
5299 posts
5/5/2006 11:03 pm

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The worst night ever

First, let me say that I am ok...just shaken. I had the worst night terror yet tonight.

It was about my past. It played out as if it were a movie or as if someone hit the rewind button and rewound my life back to that time. It seemed SO real.

I woke up alone in the closet, shaking & crying. I'd probably still be there if something hadn't fell and hit my head. I think it was one of my platform clogs. It left a lump on my head, I'm putting ice on it now.

I'm SO HAPPY that I still have plenty of painkillers left over from my surgery!

Don't worry, I'm OK & I'm not going to let ANYTHING or ANYONE steal an ounce of the incredible happiness I feel these days!

2 more nights & I will no longer be sleeping alone!!! I will be safe and happy in his arms where I belong. Let's see those night terrors return then! LOL! He has the ability to calm my soul, take me from the grip of the dream and wisk me away with him to a beautiful place. NOBODY has ever made me feel as safe as he. I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HIM!!!

rm_fireswan 50F
69 posts
5/15/2006 5:36 pm

Poor Baby !!! .. hands you vinegar and brown paper for your bruise (well it worked for Jack and Jill )

docdirk 49M

5/6/2006 5:02 pm

Maybe you just need to spend the next two nights awake and alert. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help keep you up!!

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

rm_metalmama69 replies on 5/7/2006 5:05 pm:
I'm still waiting, my Doc

mycin62 55F

5/6/2006 1:25 pm

Honey, put the past behind you, step into your man's arms and start on a new path

rm_metalmama69 replies on 5/7/2006 5:04 pm:
Very good advice, thanks! I fully intend to do just that

wickedeasy 68F  
31152 posts
5/6/2006 10:25 am

it would appear that your Sir is also very lucky

may joy and peace surround Y/ou both


You cannot conceive the many without the one.

rm_metalmama69 replies on 5/7/2006 5:03 pm:
You are very kind, thanks for dropping by!

sexloverocknroll 58M
415 posts
5/6/2006 5:11 am

Gald you have something to look forward to now. Good luck! Hope it works out for you.

rm_metalmama69 replies on 5/7/2006 5:02 pm:
thank you so much!

rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/6/2006 2:25 am

I have found that the past is just that, the past. Yes it affects us, it makes us the people we are today. Good luck

rm_metalmama69 replies on 5/6/2006 4:55 am:
Thanks Cru! You rock & you know it!

Nightguy_1961 56M
4866 posts
5/6/2006 1:41 am


The past is nothing more than shadow and smoke...images that try to reach out and touch....but the key is:

only the good memories can affect us...the bad memories can't affect us....try to remember that....

NG61...fading back into the shadows....

rm_metalmama69 replies on 5/6/2006 4:54 am:
Why thank You, my friend! i agree with You totally.
Your presence at my little blog is an incredible honor!!!
~bows humbly~

rm_metalmama69 43F
3878 posts
5/6/2006 1:39 am

    Quoting Sorceror07:

    ...i know how to make those go away too ...and i will!
Oh yes! I know and I am very lucky!

Sorceror07 55M

5/6/2006 12:32 am

...i know how to make those go away too ...and i will!

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...

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