My Bisexuality  

rm_metalmama69 43F
5299 posts
4/1/2006 7:51 am

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My Bisexuality

This post was inspired by MRSMUFFLAND

My bisexuality is hard to describe. I'm not even sure it exists, I've had very, very little experience. But I have a vivid imagination!

I believe bisexuality is different for every individual. For me, at this point it is pure curiosity. I would love to experience it, and I'm sure I will one day. I'm frightened, nervous, and aroused just thinking about it. There are days I think about it all day, spinning erotic fantasies in my mind.

Being bi-curious is a fairly new thing for me. I started to have these feelings about a year ago. Ex hubby & I looked for a third but never found anyone. When our divorce became imminent I began chatting with a few very nice women from AdultFriendFinder, some were in my area. I made a few wonderful friends, nothing sexual ever happened.

In the recent past i had thought that i would like my first experience with a woman to be shared by my Master. To have Him there watching would be incredible and to have Him join would be a dream come true for me! And W/we will do that, very soon i hope, when the time is right.
(If there's any interested ladies out there e-mail me ASAP! hehehe!)

Lately I have been thinking that I would like my first sexual experience with a woman to be one on one, just the two of us. Someone that I am completely comfortable with. I can just let go, be myself and not feel self-consious about being watched or anything else. I'd like to simply be able to focus on her and nothing else but that wonderful moment. Then when it comes time to have a threesome, I believe I will be much more comfortable with the situation.

There is always the possibility that I won't like the experience. At this point it is hard to say what will happen. I can tell you how I feel and I feel extremely attracted to certain women. I know for a fact that I want to have sex with the right woman. So, I do not believe that I won't like it, if anything I probably won't be able to get enough! hehe!

So that is how I view my own bi-sexuality. I am pleased that I took the challenge from MRSMUFFLAND in her post I challenge you .
This has been something fun for me to write about, for a change!



libgemOH 57M/53F

4/5/2006 10:47 am

Metal, I meant to check all of the ladies who wrote on their bisexuality days ago, but, well I was busy having sex!!

Just wanted to thank you so much for sharing your story. And I hope you find the right one to experience this with!! -B


SacredStarDance

4/3/2006 8:40 pm

Thanks for sharing.. and yes it takes courage to write about somthing so personal.. but as you write you think more and learn more about yourself and realize it is important to feel comfortable and secure in the relationship.
great writing.. and again thanks

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runzwithknives 61F

4/2/2006 8:53 am

Just be comfortable in what you do! Thanks for sharing this.

Hugs
Rosa


TheLilFondler 34F
2576 posts
4/1/2006 11:41 am

Well from my small amount of experiances all i can say is you have to do what your most comfy with... i have been with females in front of the hubby and solo and i love it both ways but i am a total exhabitionist otherwise me and my x girlfreinds wouldnt have gone at it in a parking lot with 7 horny men around us LOL but that is a total different story LOL... it all matters what you and her both are comfy with and i wish you luck in finding someone close by to have fun with *hugz

i lost my virginity years ago.....
but i still have the box.....


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