Just what I didn't want to see.......  

rm_marneman1988 48M
94 posts
8/12/2006 7:19 am

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8/12/2006 5:48 pm

Just what I didn't want to see.......

When I got home yesterday, I did some picking up and relaxed a bit by playing a computer game and watching some TV. After I was done watching TV, I left the TV and went into the room with my computer. I checked my emails and got rid of the spam, and did a system check of the whole computer. Afterwards I played a game for a bit. Well, after a while, I was thirst, I went through the room with the TV on, and guess what was on?? One of those damn soft core skin flicks they always seem to show on late night. Lord knows I am frustrated enough as it is, but it at about killed me to see anything sexual like that. It's been a while and I am in bad shape when it comes to that. Heck, I wasn't even thinking of sex last night, I was too tired! Anyway, I stood there and watched it for a few minutes...it was kinda like a car wreck..I didn't want to look, but my curiosity took over. To make a long story short..I ended so frustrated I couldn't sleep for shit! Heck...makes me wish I had a fuck buddy or something. I know I am not ready for any kind of relationship except that kind. My heart couldn't handle it after all I have been through.

pretty_blue_eyes 39F
2091 posts
8/12/2006 11:01 am

Awwww I'm sorry to hear that you didn't sleep well! *hugs* Next time you might want to think about just turning the tv off, or at least to a news channel before you leave the room. I know what you mean about being so frustrated, been there, done that, still am! lol. Wish you luck on your search for a friend!

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