rm_mangomami2 42F
415 posts
7/7/2006 10:32 pm

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7/14/2006 9:04 pm


I appreciate what you said . You seem to be the only one who remembers anything worthwhile about me . I remember how when I first encountered you on the blog I was so put off by you ! But then we blogged somemore and I changed my mind and realized I was wrong .

My life has taken a sharp left turn and truly I am lost . Everything has changed . And even though I was warned , reading all this stuff made me feel like I had wasted time opening up my life in whatever way I could at the time .

I enjoyed our interactions here and will miss you .

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
7/14/2006 8:36 pm

Means a lot to hear that .
I always had an answer for everything , a plan and three backups .
Now I don't have a clue .
I am dependant and pitiful .
It saddens me that I can't read all the old blog stuff but then again to view yourself in that light when everything has changed may have been more painful .
In real world time I have been reduced to metal and pain . Pills and pity .
Here I am a villian/man/crazy/hoax take your pick .
I still like to read whats going on with everyone . I like to see life charging foward , and at the same time it is hard because life left my ass in the rubble .
Thank you for your words and your offer of unvarnished friendship , I think that's what I need right now .

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