rm_mangomami2 42F
415 posts
8/7/2006 10:04 pm

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Everyone around me lately has been saying , you are so mad , why are yo so mad ? , who are you mad at ?

Didn't realize I was .
So I gave it some thought .

I am Mad because :

It is taking so long to feel normal , whatever that was

Paris Hilton actually made a record

I realized that all my favorite cd's were in my truck and are gone now

My brother hasn't called me , I understand we didn't have a very nice conversation last time but I am your sister

I haven't had sex since feb 14th

I am watching my buisness fall apart and I can't seem to find the answers

I am now singing crimson and clover , over and over

I don't like being dependant on anyone for anything

I realize I lost some of my fire , and I don't know where to start getting it back

crimson and clover , yep you guessed it , over and over

being competitive at X-Box 360 is not enough for me , I need real life competition

I need more stimulation than I am getting , I hear my brain cells beginning to freeze up .....

crimson and clover , over and over , and over

jlr774 45M
157 posts
8/7/2006 10:19 pm

Non-joking part of the comment: watch "Murderball." It's a
documentary. Seriously worth watching.

Joking part of the comment: Paris Hilton made a freakin'
record!!?? Damnit, that makes me mad.

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
8/7/2006 10:39 pm

Murderball ? OK OK I will

yep she did , see I have a reason to be mad !

ticktock500 45M

8/7/2006 11:23 pm

fast forward a year, yup. you are here
(except it ?Y tu que has hecho? by buena vista social club)

DiscreetFunCMH 51M

8/8/2006 9:39 am

With all that going on, I'd be mad too. and I thought my sex life sucked. OUCH, I'll have to learn to keep quiet about mine. Sorry about the biz situation, that can be heartbreaking as well as infuriating just by itself.

Just remember, you may have lost some of your fire, but by no means all of it. Think of yourself as a plant. Sometimes a little pruning is needed to make the whole plant flourish, it just takes time. Always longer than you expect or hope or want, and usually out of your control to some degree.

Well I started this paragraph as I hate to offer advice but... kind of thing. As I was listing my "things to do", I realized that my advice is most likely worthless as I don't know you or your circumstances that have you where you are and going through the things you are enduring. So I highlighted and hit the delete key. Then I started down another path and found myself again kicking myself for commenting on things I know nothing about. Soo, repeat the whole highlight and delete scene. Now, my offering....

You are not alone. you have friends on many levels both real and cyber {at least i'm sure about the cyber part}. No need to be dependent on them, but do know they will support you in whatever capacity their particular level of friendship allows.

Just realize that none of this is the end of the world as long as you can get that damn song out of your head.

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
8/8/2006 9:26 pm

ticktock - being blue never helped anyone

spunky - yes she did , ain't it a dayum shame

tha dood - and they should be beaten

discreet - no more pruning , I am gonna grow wild !!! (SHUT UP DICE!)
seriously I appreciate the kind words and I am glad you didn't delete em all . Kind words are rare these days . Yes I have friends but some things I guess you have to face all by your lonesome !!

ticktock500 45M

8/9/2006 7:22 am

not true

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
8/9/2006 8:17 pm

ticktock- well spill it ? what good comes out of being blue ?

rm_AnOddGirl 58F
3469 posts
8/10/2006 5:47 am

Oh please add that Paris made drop-kick dogs a fashion accessory!!!!

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
8/10/2006 10:21 pm

Doesn't she just make you ill , I have never seen such a talentless person get so much undeserved attention

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