rm_mangomami2 42F
415 posts
7/7/2006 11:04 pm

Last Read:
7/18/2006 8:45 pm


for the offer of a place to stay I thank you . For a caring ear offer I thank you .

I looked foward to our plans , I enjoyed our conversations . i hope you are riding somewhere enjoying the feel of the wind .

I will miss you .

jlr774 45M
157 posts
7/10/2006 9:51 pm

Riding, yes of course. Maybe even racing this weekend, tho
the future is still in flux.

Good luck with your second go 'round here.

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
7/11/2006 7:58 pm

JLR silly I know , but I take huge comfort in the fact that life goes on . I am in such a state of limbo it is good to think of everyone doing what they love .
Second go round nah , I don't have the energy for the fight !
My focus is very different from what it once was . But I will enjoy reading everyone elses stuff .Thanks for the response , makes me feel not quite so silly for spending time here .

jlr774 45M
157 posts
7/13/2006 10:03 pm

"Seond go round nah , I don't have the energy for the fight !"

(1) Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't think there'd be a fight.
(2) That's not the Mango I remember. The Mango I remember
called me out for lurking around her blog w/o commenting, and
spoke her mind freely. She had interesting things to say, and
didn't let anyone stop her from saying them. When and where
am I going to hear that voice again?

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
7/14/2006 8:51 pm

I really couldn't tell you .
My friends and family all expect me to snap out of this and just return to my old big mouth self.
Now I am a pity case . People talk about me like I am not in the room . They say stupid things like oh she's just moody , you want a drink of water ? No I want my damn life back , got that in the fridge ?
Everything I once defined myself by is gone .
Karate , I can't walk without shaking . My career , I can't talk without someone saying what did you say sweety , so I just don't bother . I don't want my pillow fluffed , I don't want anymore friggin flowers, I don't want anymore prognosis BS. I want to function . I have nothing interesting to say anymore because I fall asleep midsentance because of the painkillers.
I did not die that night but my spirit did .
A friend game me the insperational talk today , you know the one , it could be worse you still have ....................blah blah blah . You are just grieving for your past blah blah ...........it will get better .
Who wants to hear about physical therapy and pain and metal rods , yeah real interesting .
If you find her , you let me know and tell that hoax/fake/man/nut thanks for crashing my truck .

jlr774 45M
157 posts
7/17/2006 10:42 pm

"If you find her , you let me know and tell that hoax/fake/man/nut
thanks for crashing my truck."

There she is, she just spoke up and said she's sick and tired
of all her friends treating her like an injured puppy or a potted
plant. So what else does she have to say?
Of course me and your other readers want to hear about metal
rods and such, for the same crazy reason you want to know I'm
riding (racing over the weekend was fun in a brutal sort of way, btw).
The fact that we keep checking back here means we're waiting
for you to post more. C'mon, you'll be popular.....

rm_mangomami2 42F
364 posts
7/18/2006 8:45 pm

Ohhh really ! Swear I'll be popular !!! LMAO. I need to post my pic now looking like bionic woman from the future . I had my first "Mango" moment since the accident today , Metal all over I got caught in the thunderstorm tonight , being stubborn I was determined to go outside today by myself. I wheeled outside and down the sidewalk , I lifted myself up and hobbled a bit and fell flat on my face . I lay there hysterical cuz I heard the rumbling of thunder. As I am trying to get up
lighting flashed and I got ever sillier thinking , those CT blog people will know my ass is real when they see on the 11 o clock news "WOMAN IN HARDWARE GETS ZAPPED " What an ass I can be , but hey it felt good to laugh , even at myself !

keithcancook 61M
17930 posts
10/17/2006 11:38 pm

I hope you don't mind me rummaging around in your basement, mango. I have been reading each post in sequence.

I thought I would leave a comment here as evidence of my passing...

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