What are you thinking?  

rm_loneremily 34F
380 posts
6/1/2006 8:30 pm

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6/8/2006 3:56 am

What are you thinking?

I don't get relationships. There's no WAY I would've given the dude THREE babies had I known this was going to happen. But what really did happen? I don't even know.
Today, he seemed forlorn. Was he just sleep deprived?
I really think he was just fantasizing--I've noticed that when I respond to some guys, they don't respond back--like maybe they just wanted to know if I were going to accept?
Was that it? Was there more? I don't have any real proof--because I like to have proof before an accusation, it isn't enough to base a decision.
Then again, people can be sent to prison for murder on completely circumstantial (sp?) cases.
Is it really over (I don't want it to be--I put too much effort into this)?
I'm finding it much more difficult to find someone I'm truly looking for--besides him. He still exists--he's a match.
Where's my mind reading capabilities?

meerkittykat 43F

6/1/2006 9:11 pm

wow.....you're random.

when you find the mind reading capabilites, let me know...lol


sexymamma662003 32F

6/1/2006 9:39 pm

trust your instincs. they wont let you down if they say something isnt right then there isnt something right and you need to get to the bottom of it.

trust them hun. they wont let you down


pmaster71 46M

6/1/2006 9:56 pm

You sound like me...heh. Lately I have been asking
myself why it is so important to find someone anyway.
The answer that I came up with is that I don't know
how to do anything else. I have no friggin idea how
to be single or take care of myself. I am learning
though, one day at a time. Time for me to reduce the
importance of being part of a couple and learn a little
more about independence.

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