Love is a stranger waiting where you expect it the least..  

rm_lienkie 53F
105 posts
5/14/2006 2:26 am

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5/28/2006 3:07 pm

Love is a stranger waiting where you expect it the least..

The past few weeks i had an encounter that changed my life for the best.I had a good friend that was alsways there for me but all of a sudden i realised it developed into something else....I can not say into what but it is an amazing feeling...the butterflies in your stomach, the dry mouth, the exhillarating adrenaline rush and then the magnetic field ...the denial the scary thoughts of may be rebound....Yes, people in glass houses throw stones.I don't care a damn anymore..after 11 years i gave myself to have a good marriage but then i discovered, i am not happy with what i've got and to improve it is also not helping much..All i get is walls into where i ended up no bright side...all dark rooms where i ended up..but somewhere in me is a spirit that keeps me sane...long walks...deep thoughts.... thinking if i am doing the right thing...but hey life goes on and i need to think about myself ...i deserve better why do woman put up with a man and his shit ....pretend to love you just to tell you to fuck off out of his life.To show people he cares but it is his way of humiliate you and make you look like a bad person...Then out of the blue you get the treatment you wanted so many years ago and you don't know how to handle it.You are to scared to make a noise just in case the bubble might just burst and it was a dream...That's why some times dreams are good friends when u lonely...

rm_Drifter6105 58M
4 posts
5/15/2006 1:30 am

Lienks, jou message het my ontstel....

Kontak my.

rm_lienkie 53F
45 posts
5/22/2006 12:07 pm

sorry drifter, ek het net die diepkant getref en ja ek was baie stupid gewees maar gelukkig het ek oorleef, net goed geslaap dit is al

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