Curffball no 1 hit home.  

rm_lienkie 53F
105 posts
4/17/2006 2:41 pm

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4/27/2006 1:11 am

Curffball no 1 hit home.


Today start off very well .I had a fair good nights rest.Dreaming the most erotic dreams all alone in my bed...with the soft whisper of rain against the window.Dreaming of an extra pair of arms around me...thinking of the song wrap your arms around me...lying there dreaming of the ideal situation.As i open my eyes i realised it was just a dream and am aware of the reality got to face the reality now.So i was thinking deep where to now and what now..when a sms interrupted my thoughts a friend wishing me luck and strenght for the week ahead now the ball is going to roll.Decided to pull myself together and get ready to go and fetch my daughter at her cousin.Need to be brave now no tears and stuff can not afford to have a long face now.So i went to fetch her and decided to treat her a bit..wimpy breakfis her favourite..and mine too.We sit and talk and decided on wot we goin g to have for breakfast.The first time we actually sit and talk like friends.sometimes we just say hi and bye so rushed it is here at times.I had a good chat and feel closer to her.when we got home we realised we sre alone and start talking about divorce and the consequences.Not a nice topic for discussion but it has to be done at some time.We move all furniture from one room to another room and her bedroom became now our room where us girls can do all we want..We chatted the whole afternoon about everything i felt so connected and we did a good job cleaning out all the clutter and stuff.starting all over today make everyday an extra special day..talking about the fears and uncertainty that awaits us at some stage in our lives..

Toodela 60M
1747 posts
4/18/2006 8:04 am

I believe it is never too late ... for anything!

Lienkie, I'm happy for you, that even in this difficult time, you could find something as valuable as this. I hope things work out well for you. God bless x

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Honor has not to be won; it must only not be lost.

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SirMounts 103M

4/21/2006 4:57 pm

you write in such a way that makes Me feel as if I am... right there.
Welcome to the blogs, lienkie. *smiling*


SirMounts 103M

4/21/2006 4:58 pm

    Quoting Toodela:
    I believe it is never too late ... for anything!

    Lienkie, I'm happy for you, that even in this difficult time, you could find something as valuable as this. I hope things work out well for you. God bless x
I agree with you once again, Toodela! ^5's.


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