A recuperative weekend  

rm_lebaptiste 62M
28 posts
9/11/2006 2:47 am

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10/30/2006 11:18 am

A recuperative weekend

For those of you who have read my previous blogs, I hope that you'll be pleased for me that this weekend has not been as painful, for a couple of reasons.

I joined AdultFriendFinder before the w/e and have spent most of it logged in. This is a great site, and once you've got used to its foibles, easy to use (the chat could be slicker).

I've met some great people, joined a couple of groups, chatted to some interesting guys and gals, made a load of posts, sent a few winks and even had a couple of emails. My profile has been viewed by a number of people, quite a lot of whom match my profile.

I still writhe inside when I think of 'Mary' of course, and will for a long time, but where I used to think of her every minute of every hour of every day, I now find I can shut her out - and laugh and joke with site members.

So, a big thank you to everyone who has taken the time to make me feel welcome and helped me start to 'get over it'.

Those of you who have read my Tragedy saga may be interested to know that I have just discovered (from an ex-friend of Mary's) that whilst I have been taking all the blame, I shouldn't. It appears Mary may well have been using what I would feel guilty about to exonerate herself.....apprently there's been this bloke.....you know how it goes. She finds someone and needs a reason to quit, so she finds anything she can fault about our relationship and shifts the blame.

It's amazing how much that can turn besotted love into something more like contempt and dislike - which helps the process of course. It's disheartening that I've suffered so much by assuming the guilt, but at the same time that only fuels the anger - and blocking someone you're angry with is so much easier than one you think you cannot live without.

rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
9/11/2006 3:28 am

I wish you the best!

Purry รถ


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