Rehab 101  

rm_l00kin4luv32 45M
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8/1/2005 12:09 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Rehab 101


Well I think the blog subheading says it all... After ending a 1 and a half year long relationship, my world felt like it crashed and was turned inside out.

From the moment I left, I could always feel a magnet effect trying to draw me back to her. It took every ounce of my strength to get to my destination without making a U-turn.

It would've made a great movie of those who were so in love yet so different to be together once again. But sometimes reality hits and it strikes with an arrow with a note. "It's just a movie."

It will be almost 3 months to the day when I left and the healing seems to be slow whilst the festering in my dreams continue, this has happened every night now, where I'm back together with her the feeling is happy yet in the back of my mind I know there is unhappiness.

Why am I doing this? I guess for my own rehabilitation after the events that have happened. Sure they aren't what you would consider to be "Life-threatening" but nevertheless there's something inside me that still hurts. "Sissy boy" ? I hear you shout? Maybe, but I feel that I need to say/type this out. I need to see my own words and acknowledge the termination of the relationship.

And if I can also shed some understanding for others while I'm doing it, all the better.

l00kin

rm_charmed69_69 49F

3/9/2006 3:24 am

lookin, everybody has to go through a mournin period when there relationship breaks down,and in no way are u a sissy, i comend you on your honesty bout your feelings...... i to have been there....now i know its been sometime since u posted this and i hope your life is much happier xxxx charmed6969 p.s love your pict very sexy


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