Making The Best Of The Days?  

rm_joey53902 33M
2 posts
5/21/2006 11:42 am

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Making The Best Of The Days?

I look back on the recent days that go by and wonder like so many others in this world and wonder what has happened with my life so far. If I could only changed certain things and paths could I have been the man I only wish I could have been? I try to think of anything right in my life and my kids come to mind and the life I made out of one so lost and fucked up from the life I made for myself! Everyone you ask allway say you made the life you live in and the past is the past and move on I really which it was that easy and really think they do the same they say I would love to see that. So many of us with our little dirty secrets we try to hide and hope some day that the lord will forgive give us but only wonder whats the limit of the forgivness of someone. The deeps of our minds and thoughts can make yourself lose yourself in the whole factor itself so we move on block it out as best as we can. Myself I swap myself with work and push anyone close away since I don't love myself truly how can I love someone else right. I wanna change but everyday the same shit stays the one and if I am great a week might be great but goes right back to the same thought and knowing of self esteem problems and no love from the world of life we live in. I only real wish in this world would be that I can make my kids have the life I dream about having every night before I go to bed and I would do anything to let them have that. Explore of the mind good or bad or is it to much time alone to think about your whole as a person?

amandableau 64M

5/21/2006 12:57 pm

Joey, Joey, Joey,
Lighten up, dude! You can ruin all your tomorrows worrying about yesterdays. Look in the faces of your children for the bright promises of tomorrow. Enjoy the wonder they experience in everyday things you and I take for granted. Learn to forgive those who have wronged you, and you can forgive yourself. You're only twenty-one years old, and believe it or not, the things you worry about today won't mean a thing later.
The only things in life that really matter are your children and yourself! What other people think means nothing, nada, zilch, zero! I'll let you in on a little "old person" secret. Most people have no idea what they're doing, either. Anyone who tells you they have a handle on the meaning of life is a fool. All we can do is the best we can with what we have. So far, we've managed to survive as a species, and there's no reason to believe we won't in the future.
Even with the pressure of going to work, coming home, sleeping, then going back to work, there is always time to find a little joy in life. Try to smile, even when you think you have nothing to smile about. I guarrantee you will get smiles back. In a world like ours, a smile can be worth more than money.
Take care of yourself, buddy, and be kind to yourself.

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
5/21/2006 6:32 pm

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