What happens?  

rm_hotlvr1964 53F
5 posts
7/22/2005 9:26 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

What happens?

Ok..the majority of people on this site are looking for ONE thing....sex, sex and more sex. However, there are a handful of us looking for sex...but sex, sex and more sex...with one special individual...one on one..exclusive...maybe even leading to the one thing I think EVERYONE on this site is afraid of... LOVE!!!!
What happens...when you think you met "the one"....and the messages are mixed and confusing? The sex is good...but leaves you with a feeling of not being good enough....or hoping there's a next time to show you can be better!!?? What do you do when feelings get in the way--what do women do when we act like women do...and we don't want to act like the average woman acts.. How did I get so fucked up, when it comes to relationships? I've only told ONE person about being molested at about the age of 10...and that was one GREAT man I met on AdultFriendFinder.. Now, I guess I've told 10X that if you're reading this... Did that fuck me over more than I thought it did? Is that why I can't choose...or even be attracted to the "right" man for me?
One too many Coronas, gives me running mouth disease.....so for now, I'll end. I'm just giving this blog thing a try for self help. I'm hurt and confused over one man....and I hate it...but I have to figure out...where I fucked up. I have to stop going for the married men....but it's so much safer. I'm starting to remember my pros on the married man relationship.. (please, no lectures from women on getting involved with married men...get a life!) )

overworkedloon 57M
400 posts
7/23/2005 10:00 pm

Well, I'm certainly not a woman, but it is a little hard to have "one on one..exclusive...maybe even leading to the one thing I think EVERYONE on this site is afraid of... LOVE!!!!" when his wife is in the way.

I think your bad choice in partners is one shared by a lot of people. Look at the number of battered spouses or rising divorce rate. Life and especially love is a crapshoot. The best you can hope is you get lucky at least once and take advantage of it.

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