day after the 4th  

rm_hippytigger 47M
2 posts
7/5/2006 9:45 am

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10/27/2006 8:02 am

day after the 4th

well its been months since i posted anything. i guess i am conviced that this is a waste of time, but for some reasom i felt like writing today. had an ok time on the 4th visited freinds that i dont see much, lost of history there...they married had kids, that american dream didnt work out for me. i am ok with that but the loss of friendship always sucks. so i am conviced that i need to be better keeping those "lost" friendship alive and well...which i guess one might say why i even ended up here... that is the case for me not saying it is for you. but i assume being lonely, left, not fullfilled is why a lot of us "real" folks are here. again i think that too many are not real and really willing to meet or talk or become friends or what ever. so now after an holiday i feel like there is still more i need to do...mostly on the know ... that mushy bull of inside ... need to love yourself before you can love another and all that jazz...
who knows.
when the soul aches
the body hurts
when the heart is broken
life is not healing
we all have been hurt
but have all loved?
the new start can not begin
until we look forward

i am not a freak or weak
been there and done that...

this was written for me and not you
anyway hope all is well
peace... and hey try me at yahoo and not on this if you want replys ...

rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
7/5/2006 10:15 am

Well, welcome back! I find that blogging makes me feel better and makes me laugh.

Purry {=}


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