Dust in the wind  

rm_happyendxx 35F
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12/21/2005 1:31 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Dust in the wind

M chatted me up.

seems like A was telling him about how she used to hate him but now she sees him as a friend, so he wondered how I felt.

Me? how do I feel about someone I used to love then hate then now doesn't really matter?

I think I understand why Susan (in desperate housewives) still gets paranoid about her ex husbands love life even if she was once so heart-broken and thought that she had moved on.

No, I'm not like Susan. After I decided to stop hoping anything would happen between me and M I met my current guy and he met J who kind of screwed up his life (and wasn't I glad to know that haha).

I was just too proud to admit that from the beginning he just wanted to get into my pants and treated me like shit. I'm the proud leo girl. And I was too proud to admit him as an ex cause it's just humiliating to be known as the smart girl who became stupid cause of some guy. I wasn't that good in taking defeat as I was this straight A student, popular in school and all the teachers loved me.

Anyways it's all history.

Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy
-- Dust in the wind/Kansas

I don't remeber if I told you how much I used to love you or hate you, mr. drama king but I think I did and now you just want to hear it again so you feel that someone actually felt something for you because of you. Ahh grow up and climb out of your womb.

Do I still see you as a friend? of course I do. I still want to be the hottest bridesmaid you'll ever get when you get married. If you ever found the right girl and feel like settling down, that is.

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