An update from beyond  

rm_goffer11 50M
32 posts
7/10/2006 4:25 am

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8/22/2006 4:52 am

An update from beyond

Hello fellow bloggers, sorry it has been a while I have been a bit under the weather and haven't had a chance to get on.

Anyway, I normally start with Mrs X so why should today be any different.

I caught up with Mrs X on Friday for the first time in quit a while and she was smiling and happy. This is not a rare thing to see, but she has been a bit down lately and I was so pleased to see her up beat and smiling again. You know we love it when Mrs X smiles, she has such a warm and inviting look about her.

Ok, now a little about me and my past couple of weeks, I am in a state of flux at the moment, trying to decide what I want to do with my work life and home life. I am just about finished my qualification and hopefully with that will come some new choices and some stabilising decissions. Other than my work choices that I have to decide between, I need to work out where I stand with Mrs X and Mrs Goffer. I am hoping once I address some of my work issues and stresses I will be able address some of my personal ones as well.

I see you reading this and shuddering, Mrs X and Mrs Goffer, what a bastard. It is not quit as bad as all that, Mrs X is a very close friend met over the internet (never face to face) that I have a strong connection with and we have this ability to talk and air our issues in an open an honest forum. Mrs Goffer is the mother of my children, my wife, friend and supporter. We have issues like any normal couple but as a whole our relationship is very sound.

The issues I have are within myself, not externally with those that care about me. Mrs X understand my situation and being the women she is would never do anything other than talk with me as she sees the need for the family unit to remain intact.

Anyway, I just wanted to get some thoughts down on paper and I enjoy reading the feedback I receive from all of you.

I will keep you all updated on my progress and would like to thank you for taking the time to read this.

Talk to you all again soon.


rm_giorandy2 38F
2 posts
8/17/2006 1:50 am

i have been keen enough to follow your blogs for quite a while. Its great reading them and its been a sigh of relief to me knowing that i am not alone in making some decisions concernig life and people. I loved a woman and i once tried cheating on her as she puts it. She was really hurt by it and cannot trust me any more and we are no longer together... At first when we met, she strongly believed in zodiac signs and ideally from it, we were ment not to be compatible. so after she was told what i had planned to do but never did oz it was all a plot to overthrow me, she left and never explained anything to me on a 411 basis. so now i am terribly hurt. i have tried moving on, got another gal, i dont love at all, dont feel anything for... i even left her coz i was just cheating that i felt it but my heart is to my ex. what i need to do, i dont know... she is nowhere to be reached. cant get hold of her. i have apologised like for ever but nothing happens, nothing she is gone with the wind.
All i wish for is for us to be friends, she cant trust me anymore, and love without trust does no actually exist. Anyway, i just hope to be her friend, at least that would console me...
As of now, let me concentrate on my project, its really ight on me now since i am about to implement it. It takes more than a month to implement it but, the clients want it withing a month. Think i will explode soon, no gal, no life, more drinking, and more work... so messed up i guess.
Ope she reads this and know how much i want a friend like her, smart, beautiful, and full of great ideas.
And N, this is for you (Boulevard of the broken dreams, Frozen, In the arms of an angel, from the heart by Hoobstank, and last right here waiting by staind)
Goffer11, lets sort work first then later on think bout this women in our lives...
take care!!

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