lost in life  

rm_gaygameboy 40M
16 posts
4/16/2006 10:45 pm
lost in life


Hmmm where to begin, well lets see i didn't get to take the test i studied for, do to the holidays, but the good news is that i have longer to study for and that i can take the test next month, hope i pass.

Work, well it still sucks. Funny thing is that it doesn't bother me as much as it did for a long time.

sexlife, yeah haven't had sex in awhile, maybe I'm cured. Here's my theory, my first boyfriend, not really my choice, he just assumed that i would date him because i offered him a ride, not that i wasn't horny, just wasn't interested in him like that, or should i say not my type.... anyways that relationship lasted 2 months....

secound boyfriend only lasted one month, only because he wanted to do a three way, and was jelouse that i was getting involved in the sex, even though i had to drive him across the state of michigan to get there. and to top it off the really hot guy that we met, was more interested in me. Kind of miss the guy (not the boyfriend), but he found someone else...

now i don't really have much of a third boyfriend, one because he's living at home with daddy, two because he is afraid of life (my opinion not actually true), he's afraid that being gay might wreck his world.
And yet i still like the guy, even though he treats me like i should be there only when he's horny....
point being that i don't think i'll ever find that one guy that can prove that there is such thing as love.....

and to top it all off, i got into an argument about weather someone can choose to be gay or not, and he seems to think that people don't have that choice it's just something we have in our DNA....

other then that my easter wasn't too bad, nice weather (thank god or who ever controlls that part of life). I'm still working on getting a better life, any one have one for sale for cheap, I might be willing to buy .. other then that haven't really had much time to do alot of stuff, just mostly studing and working, and trying to work on a possable relationship with a guy . who knows maybe someone out there has worst luck with men then i do... well i'm going to get naked, and go to bed. so night all..............

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