... inside out .....  

rm_gatttorbait 58M
1033 posts
7/20/2006 11:07 am

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... inside out .....

... I touched them again ... having felt drawn once again to that place....

... they were cold to my fingers... yet warmed in an instant.... they were ... after all .... ivory ...

... I travel deeper with every touch .... she knows me well... yet I can't remain ... I need her... she needs me... and the dim light makes three ....

... deeper and deeper ... the light disappears... and so does she ... never missing a beat ... I close my eyes ... no thoughts anymore... just feelings... we shall play in the dark .....

... it's the movement... silent for a moment... then thunderous in my ears... caressing my heart.... but I have not finished.... I continue to touch ...

... she was cold to my touch... yet warmed in an instant... she had her time.... now it's mine....

... time freezes.... then moves slowly backwards... with every touch I grow younger.... watching my life move past me... wanting control... but feeling none... only her ivory... heated by my touch once again ....

... she is my friend... my therapy... she is silent until she allows me to touch her... she is heavy.... but her essence floats ... she is simple yet complex .... she is the reason I love.... and the reason I cry ...

... she is .......after all .......... my piano ...


rm___poet__ 46M
3583 posts
7/20/2006 1:25 pm

A compelling melody as I make her sing,
Cold the soul like a bell does ring,
To command her each and every sigh,
My being complete on her it does rely...

and yes I will add more on my blog...

good to see you my man!

"There are no shortcuts to life's greatest achievements; therefore we take these risks not to escape life but to prevent life from escaping us!"poet
Come visit [blog __poet__]


simlpyfun68 49F
1173 posts
7/20/2006 11:17 pm

I have heard you play I remember well how she comes alive under your finger tips. Play on my friend, make her sing, pour out the pain, in the melody you play, those that know weep with you, others that don't will feel it, in every caress, of every key.

*Hug*

Friends are here when you need them.

Hugz n Smiles
~Sim~


rm_reisaree 43F
611 posts
7/21/2006 3:18 pm

I'm waiting patiently for my turn...... I found the disc with the video you sent.... its beautiful....but I'm positive, I'd feel much more to see/hear you play in present time...


rm_verriberri 80F
1849 posts
7/21/2006 6:09 pm

Layer after layer Gattor.... we 'need' expressive outlets - beyond text, beyond speech, and beyond the need to even communicate it to another human being - I'm happy that you've found at least one other.... this is a very interesting unfolding. Thank you -v


rm___poet__ 46M
3583 posts
7/21/2006 9:10 pm

    Quoting rm___poet__:
    A compelling melody as I make her sing,
    Cold the soul like a bell does ring,
    To command her each and every sigh,
    My being complete on her it does rely...

    and yes I will add more on my blog...

    good to see you my man!
wasn't trying to compete, but I think you know that my friend. I really liked how this came across and it made me think. I like when people share...

I wrote [post 436374] using this as inspiration. Truly hope you don't mind mate!

Cheers!

"There are no shortcuts to life's greatest achievements; therefore we take these risks not to escape life but to prevent life from escaping us!"poet
Come visit [blog __poet__]


rm_gatttorbait 58M
444 posts
7/23/2006 10:35 am

    Quoting rm___poet__:
    A compelling melody as I make her sing,
    Cold the soul like a bell does ring,
    To command her each and every sigh,
    My being complete on her it does rely...

    and yes I will add more on my blog...

    good to see you my man!
... Poet... and I think it's great that my thoughts generate others thoughts... it's what makes the world go round... *smiles* ...

... we have met in RL ... and I think it's correct to say that we are friends... and as we build fiendships... thoughts can lead to better friendships... and this is a good thing...


rm_gatttorbait 58M
444 posts
7/23/2006 10:38 am

    Quoting simlpyfun68:
    I have heard you play I remember well how she comes alive under your finger tips. Play on my friend, make her sing, pour out the pain, in the melody you play, those that know weep with you, others that don't will feel it, in every caress, of every key.

    *Hug*

    Friends are here when you need them.
... it's funny Kat ... I think about all the times I have moved others with my style of music... and only a few ever get a private audience... I remember as well sweetie ... *smiling* ...

(((((hugs))))


rm_gatttorbait 58M
444 posts
7/23/2006 10:41 am

    Quoting rm_reisaree:
    I'm waiting patiently for my turn...... I found the disc with the video you sent.... its beautiful....but I'm positive, I'd feel much more to see/hear you play in present time...
... you are one of a kind Reis my dear... and if the Gods so choose to allow this... I would welcome it myself ...

....at least you can enjoy ... even if it is memorex ... *smiling* ...


rm_gatttorbait 58M
444 posts
7/23/2006 10:52 am

    Quoting rm_verriberri:
    Layer after layer Gattor.... we 'need' expressive outlets - beyond text, beyond speech, and beyond the need to even communicate it to another human being - I'm happy that you've found at least one other.... this is a very interesting unfolding. Thank you -v
...I have been playing piano since before my son was killed Verri... but it wasn't until after that that I saw the outlet as so much more...

... it's odd in a nice way that life's blessings shadowed only by the crosses one must bear... can bring the special needs to the forefront... and once you face those .... life tends to move in a whole different direction...

... I have been blessed with many talents... and only in the past few years have I seen these as such... I simply took them for granted before... now I embrace them... *smiling*

... thank you my friend for noticing ... *(((hugs)))*


rm_verriberri 80F
1849 posts
7/29/2006 4:58 pm

Gattor, I didn't know you when you discussed your son on the boards, so I am afraid that I had a vague impression that something tragic had confronted you, but I did not know what. I am happy for you that you found an outlet for those loving feelings, and that this can help you feel an emotional connection. Thank you for sharing this. *s* -v


rm_gatttorbait 58M
444 posts
7/29/2006 6:36 pm

    Quoting rm_verriberri:
    Gattor, I didn't know you when you discussed your son on the boards, so I am afraid that I had a vague impression that something tragic had confronted you, but I did not know what. I am happy for you that you found an outlet for those loving feelings, and that this can help you feel an emotional connection. Thank you for sharing this. *s* -v
... Verri... the short version of the circumstances surrounding his death are some of my first posts in this blog... although I must warn you the story is not for the faint of heart... so please be with a friend when ... or even if you decide to read them .... *sending hugs*

... writing in this blog was a new outlet for me as well.... so I started writing about things in my life... sorta like you did it seems ... it was the first time I started to write at all ... just trying to let things flow... if you will ... *nodding* ...

... I found this to be a therapy of sorts as well ...

.... thank you again for stopping by hun ... it's always nice to talk with you ... no matter the forum .... *verri big smile*


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