rm_gata11459 59F
8849 posts
8/7/2006 4:13 am

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8/11/2006 8:47 am


OK.. i got another one done yesterday. Jose has been one of the best friends I have ever had. He was once my boss.. cept for the part of how i never did anything he told me to do.. he was a great boss, i on the other hand was not a great employee. lol..

He has been here with me thru all of it, every up an down, the nuttyness the flakery, the hysterics all of it.

Last summer when i was going thru the "thing" as i will so affectionatley call it (my divorce and the chicks leaving the nest) i had not heard from Jose for nearly a year. He had moved to another state and i had taken another job, and we just kind of lost touch with each other. While i was goin thru the "thing" i also got a weird thing called sciatica and could barely walk. While recovering from that.. i also got some kind of weird eye infection and couldnt see. lmao those two things coupled with my hysteria and the fact that i was on tranquilizers and incredibly strong pain killers.. well you get the picutre. I was sitting at my desk one day contemplating which size of bullet i should use, my cell phone rang. It was jose. Jose the light at the end of my tunnel, Jose the rose on top of my thorns. He wanted to know if he could stop by and see me.. so i hobbled down to the parking lot to find him. He had a cute little stuffed animal dog for me and a flower, and most important of all a big strong hug. Funny how when you need things the most they are there isnt it. Jose pulled me thru the summer somehow. I called him 24/7 to cry or bitch or laugh. We drank together, ate together and thought up crazy money making schemes. When Cosme called to badger me Jose answered the phone. When Cosme came over to push me round Jose magically appeared.

We shared our secrets, and our fears. We did decide to fuck once and it was great, but didn't feel right, so we never did again. Yesterday he brought his girlfriend to meet me and took us out to dinner. Then in the middle of the yard that looks like a Florida trailer park after a tornado, I got my last hug from Jose for what will be a long time. We both cried, and told each other how much we mean to each other, then it was done, one more done.

xoxo k

Peace xxx K

Sulabula 46F
12659 posts
8/7/2006 4:54 am

It's hard saying good bye to the ones we love xxx

Sula xxx

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rm_jurgon3 57M
4603 posts
8/7/2006 1:01 pm

poor gata, this is very tough for you, i feel for you right now, but i also think your a very brave lady.most of us at some time in our lives have felt like packing up and moving on somewhere else, but something stops us, we like the safety in our familar suroundings so we stick it out for many reasons. so i think many of us here reading your lovely bloggs have the upmost respect for for you, and wish you success in all that you gata "be lucky girl"

Be lucky!

mgdingo 59M

8/7/2006 4:47 pm

Its not good bye, your just entering a new long distance phase

rm_gata11459 59F
10597 posts
8/7/2006 9:19 pm

    Quoting Sulabula:
    It's hard saying good bye to the ones we love xxx
it is suls.. but got to get better xoxo ta k

Peace xxx K

parkingspacereq 46M

8/10/2006 5:53 am

just bring that hug with you as you will always have those memories wherever you arexxxx
uncle p xxxxx


8/11/2006 7:04 am

As keeping in touch with all your friends this side of the water has proven distance is not really a barrier to friendship anymore, they maybe be virtual hugs but u can still hug each other when you need to. x

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