trying this...
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Posted:Feb 8, 2010 1:21 am
Last Updated:May 5, 2011 9:01 pm
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Ok, so I'm going to try the "private comments" routine...
Posts you send here are private, won't be made public.
I'm not ignoring anyone!
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refuge
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Posted:Jun 26, 2010 11:18 pm
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2011 7:52 pm
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It's hard to see, since after millions of years rabbits have great camouflage, but there are three baby bunnies under my bicycle.
My and I were walking around Airventure all day, and came back to the bicycles almost eight hours later. These guys took refuge from the traffic under our bicycles. We picked them up and carried them back to the security shack where they lived under the floor.
She was almost in tears that we couldn't bring them home as pets...
These little guys just wanted shelter from the big scary world. Were they more afraid of me when I picked them up? What did they learn? Are bicycles a good thing, because big gentle beings pick you up and carry you home?
Hm.
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Posted:Feb 16, 2010 9:46 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:17 am
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Mornings are mine.
I work my ass off in the afternoons, evenings, and often into the night. Being unemployed means just sitting around jerking off, right?
Wrong...
However mornings are now mine. After she leaves, after he leaves, after the dogs go out for their morning constitutional...
Today it was a 25 minute recumbent bike ride (naked, of course) and the impending shower. With toys. I need to get that warm fuzzy having fun feeling back.
Love yourself before you can love another. Somehow I forgot that.
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woohoo!
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Posted:Feb 12, 2010 10:47 am
Last Updated:May 5, 2011 9:44 pm
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I'm back, thanks to blogland.
I'm feeling more and more like the sexy person I remember from three years ago. She even gave me a very aggressive French kiss this morning, unexpected and very hot.
I might even start posting erotica here again...
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Hm, might have something here...
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Posted:Feb 5, 2010 10:37 pm
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2010 10:28 am
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Browsing blogs in the last few nights, I realized what I missed. I never really put it into words, but I'll try now.
I miss smart people being sexy without being ashamed about it.
Ever read any Heinlein novels? Full of people making mistakes, having fun, and in his later work, being sexy. Not explicity, but enjoying themselves and each other.
For some reason I never found myself around people like this, until after I started reading blogs here...
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...another peek...
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Posted:Jan 29, 2010 11:16 pm
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2010 10:00 pm
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It's been a while again...
Life is busy, and good.
Some of the bloggers I watched are absent, some new blogs look interesting but...
I'm attached, happily and for over three years, and it started right here.
I just realized the email address attached to AdultFriendFinder was dead. I just enabled it again, so I'll get emails when someone sends me a PM. There might have been a missed PM or email in the last year or two, I am not ignoring you on purpose!
Hello all, and I'll be around again.
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Our Moon
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Posted:Sep 13, 2007 10:44 pm
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2010 5:43 am
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I took this picture during the lunar eclipse a couple of weeks ago.
Of all the events in my life that resulted in who and where I am, these blogs and the people here had more influence in the last two years than anything else that happened to me.
Time moves so fast... I woke up today and realized it had been months since I'd been back here. One of my fears all my life is that I would realize I had missed some major event or deadline for no reason other than it had slipped my mind.
True love can be found here. Real people do post without pretending to be something other than who they are. You just have to be ready for it when it happens...
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Thoughts from the past...
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Posted:Sep 29, 2006 3:07 pm
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2010 12:06 am
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From an exchange with another blogger, from many months ago, here are my words...
I would for her
gather the winds
from all the seas
and lift her into the sky
with their warm caress...
I am learning
to love again...
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Hey, I just realized...
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Posted:Sep 22, 2006 11:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2006 9:03 pm
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...all the things I wrote about, fantasizing about, several months ago, are real. They didn't seem possible. I had been accused of insensitivity, being unromantic, a typical "engineer/scientist" type who couldn't recognize an emotion in another unless it resulted in thrown objects.
I decided to see how far in the other direction I could go.
I like it. I'm going to stay here for a while.
The scented soaps, long luxurious showers. I've been reintroduced to bubble baths recently, and I'm definitely going to have more. Preferably not alone. 
Daily massages, of at least one part of her body, give me part of the pleasure of making love.
I remember making efforts to try to do these things in the past. Now it seems effortless, and I take the time to do them because I like it and it's my life now. That's the difference.
So, gentlemen amd ladies, my epiphany for the evening is that as much as we try to love another we're only going to succeed as much as we love ourselves. Take the time to relax, let yourself enjoy who you are. Until you do, there's some mystical beacon that says "not yet" to potential mates and fighting to overcome it will only make you more frustrated.
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Real kisses, virtual hugs...
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Posted:Sep 22, 2006 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2007 10:30 pm
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Life is going well. I drove to my parents' house for dinner, and took this picture. It was spectacular.
If there is one telltale sign of the changes I have made in my life, it's the time I take now to stop and watch the sunset. That minute or two will never be noticed, but it serves as a good remider of the beauty in my life.
I'm back... I need a little practice at this before I open up and sing the way I did five months ago.
Honestly, what brought me back were equal parts longing and the news that another blogger had returned. I missed her return, I'm a little late rejoining blogland.
I long for the anonymous expressions of desire and compassion that I remember. I don't know why our society layers so much baggage and so many limits on what is acceptable behavior. There have been many times when I pass a woman (ok, I'm sexist) and think "she REALLY needs a hug right now..." just because of the look on her face. Yet I do nothing.
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A sunset and a sunrise...
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Posted:Jun 13, 2006 1:06 pm
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2010 12:55 am
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Last night we shared an unexpected moment. I looked outside, and saw the beginning of a beautiful sunset. I asked her if we could go outside and watch it. She took one look out the window and agreed...
We walked hand in hand to the top of the hill, to see over and beyond the houses and trees. That was wonderful.
When we got there we were both mesmerized, filled with happiness at the sunset given us. As we stood there, the indescribable colors were painted all around us, a full circle all around of pastels. They kept changing minute to minute, and it lasted forever. I had said to her as the sunset turned from beautiful to breathtaking, that the events in my life have become more frequent, more forceful, and have finally convinced me. I had been dismissing out of hand all concepts not validated by Scientific Method. That was a mistake. Thousands of years, hundreds of generations, have believed and continue to believe in more. Many now believe, and also believe and live by these modern methods. They can't all be insane...
Last night, I decided that the little voice telling me it's all bullshit was wrong. Right after that, the clouds lit up all around us. It was spectacular. It was an answer. In every direction we saw pink, orange, red painted clouds. Some against deep blue, some against steel grey.
The colors kept changing, the patterns they made were so beautiful I couldn't help myself but keep looking around, trying to see them all.
I finally gave up and kissed her.
For a full ten minutes the incredible light played around us, and we felt each other in a new way. This was where we are supposed to be. Our paths have almost crossed so many times, we've discovered, over the last twenty years, that this cannot possibly be chance. The coincidences too frequent, the events leading to this moment too carefully laid out, to ignore this.
There is a God, or a Plan, or a Universe that cares. Whatever name you give it, it brought us together at this time in both our lives in such a way that we have experienced life-changing moments such as this.
There are words that describe how I feel. I just can't say them... That she is willing to wait gives me relief and joy.
This morning the same colors lit up the east, the same dance of light on different clouds captured my attention.
The moon was crisp, completly unhidden by the clouds which seemed to only be there to reflect the sun's light. In two days it will be full.
I wonder what the sunset will look like in two days?
(the picture here is one I took a week and a half ago, I didn't have a camera last night. Imagine the soft orange red pink across the entire western horizon, and wrapping around both sides all the way to the east with faint pink and red tendrils...)
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Midafternoon Kiss
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Posted:Jun 3, 2006 2:18 pm
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2010 7:23 pm
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We're on the porch swing,
clothes in disarray,
fingers in your hair,
watching the clouds drift...
Your scent on my lips,
sweat on my chest,
head on my thighs,
almost asleep.
As the sweat dries
it cools, soothes me.
The warm sun on skin
relaxing us both.
As I lift your head
you open your eyes
open your soul
to me.
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