My first installment  

rm_emmapag 73M
2 posts
6/2/2006 7:04 am

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6/4/2006 3:02 pm

My first installment


Never did this before, baring everything seems a little foreign to me, not like that. Although I like to talk to a special someone, get intimate and tell things nobody else hears, telling the world is a little different.

The day will bring loneliness, what to do, feeling alone in a crowd, being happy to be alive, although I'm not sure why! Been living alone much too lllooonnnggg! The cats listen but never answer or offer suggestions! Will probably spend some time at the beach, watching the birds, other people enjoying themselves and wondering if the water in front of me came all the way from Africa!

Need someone to take my mind off this lonely feeling. Going to auction tonight, maybe buy some neat things, have a soda and come home. Money seems unimportant at this point. Would like to spend it on more important things, having fun with a lady, going to dinner all gussied up, showing off my partner.

Maybe more tomorrow or the same old same old.

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
6/2/2006 12:50 pm

Welcome to the blogs! Blog your feelings here my friend. Hopefully the loneliness will disappear.


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