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rm_emeraldem 45F
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2/23/2006 7:15 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

New here!


I finally did it. I set up a secret e-mail account on yahoo and started looking for "friends". Then I stumbled across this place through a sex oriented group. Wow, I am so impressed so far. I definetely needed a place to find "special, discreet friends" but I also needed an outlet for my creative erotic writing. For years I have been working on erotic stories here and there. For years, I have never submitted them anywhere because of one person telling me I had to make up my mind, whether I was writing erotica or hardcore Porn. Now I know, this person was an idiot.Of course the person was part of my family, all writers in some way (though not the big money way), so I thought that person was right. Well, maybe age has played a part in it as well, though I am still super sensitive, I am now more my own person at 32 than I ever was. So what if my erotic writing does not fit in one rigidly defined genre. Maybe I'll make my own genre. LOL.

I also need this site to satisfy less clerical uses of my fingers. In my last marriage my ex and I had a woman move in with us and awaken my bisexual side. The sex was intense but the relationships became cloudy and dangerous. She left, and within a year my husband and I were seperated heading for a divorce. I don't blame all the problems on either of them because I was egually at fault but I realized some things about letting myself get too attached and not listening to my own instincts. Right after my divorce I met a new wonderful, caring sensitive man. Sometimes too sensitive. LOL. He is entrigued with my bisexuality but also wary of it. He worries I will find some woman and leave him. LOL. Not when he makes me gush like a split fire hydrant. God, he can do things to me I never even imagined. But I so want to bring a woman into our life. He knows he'd very much enjoy the sex but he's worried how he will deal with the aftermath. So, for know, I play the unfaithful spouse and look for that special female friend. The one I can truely become friends with and when the time is right enjoy great sex. I have hopes I can some day convince him to try a threesome, I have a feeling with the right woman. One who doesn't want a commitment other than friendship from either of us, he'll want more. At least I hope.

Well, I better get working, so far my first submission is going over pretty good. I have played around with a little D/S with my hubby and read a great deal on it. So, this is my first attempt at writing close to that field. Maybe this will be the one, the one I submit and actually publish somewhere, even make a little moeny from it. Lol, I can always hope and dream!

redlipsprincess
(Princess Lips)
53F

2/23/2006 8:01 am

welcome..and enjoy blogging...

TTFN


rm_SWSunset64 52F
3940 posts
2/23/2006 9:06 am

Welcome to blog land.


FINE AS WINE IN 2009!
SWSunset64


iawriter64 54M
313 posts
2/24/2006 11:00 am

Welcome to AdultFriendFinder from a fellow Iowan and erotic writer. Just read your story in the magazine- very powerful, full of details and description. I envy your talents!
You might post the story in your blog too, to increase readership.


rm_emeraldem 45F

2/26/2006 2:31 pm

Another great idea. Thanks! Later tonight when I get a moment I'll post both parts in my blog and then get to writing the 3rd part. Been trying not to forget all the great ideas bouncing around my mind this weekend.. Emerald


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