give me  

FreesNorseClogs 47M
39 posts
1/18/2006 10:29 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

give me

The ocean to calm my spirit
the stars to ask the questions
the dreams to provide the answers
and above all
the people to share my feelings

So I'm sitting here thinking,
Why do I keep coming back?
It's not the action.
All i've gotten so far is zactly's disease.
Zactly squat.
Then it appears
like a full moon over a frat balcony

I return to the site as a serial repressive.
Coming back again and again to to regurgitate
the feelings, desires, and expressions of my thoughts.Be they sexual, emotional, or even idiotic.
From time to time I simply wish to be heard.
Sometimes I don't care that no one is listening, just getting an opinion OUT, like a sneeze you've been waiting for.

Don't try to tell me you have never squeezed one out, in the twisted wish for someone else to wrinkle up their nose and exclaim GOOD CRIST WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!...
I'll call you out for the lair you are

Sometimes just getting it out is the only therapy you need.( the thought, not the gas)

Ever more often though, is the deep need for A someone to acknowledge me.
I suppose in denying myself of the expressions in everyday exsistence, I've supplanted the very freedom I long for.To just be, with no shattering repercussions.
Fuckin moron...

psacheli 51F

1/27/2006 8:27 am

wow, i like what you said here and can relate, keep writing and i will keep reading them

rm_Bct2Esi 52M/51F
1375 posts
2/1/2006 10:04 am

Holy cow, how did I ever miss you? How did you slip past my radar? *giggle*

Keep writing sweetie, like psacheli I will keep coming back

hugs and smiles

ps I took the time to read everyone of your posts

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