Last one....  

rm_douglhers 42M
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8/25/2006 10:28 pm

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8/26/2006 5:18 pm

Last one....

Today I wrote an advice line article regarding my situation. The feelings that i contain for three wonderful and very different women. For anonymity I will give each woman a description and a number so I can clarify if thats at all fucking possible.

Woman 1, My X, I love her and was in love with her but realize that it is over and no longer seek her companionship as she has devastated me.

Women 2, my first AdultFriendFinder friend and an awakening, with her i realized that i could not just play and wanted a friendship alone but was unable to communicate that clearly resulting in her having hurt feelings, for this i am sorry.

Woman 3, met her through a friend though also an AdultFriendFinder member, whom i have developed a friendship with and find to be wonderful.

So where do i begin, i have no idea.

I wrote the article with the purpose of gaining the publics opinion on whether I should have stopped communication with woman 1, though I had hoped to retain her friendship.

Now, to clarify the point of the article, again, was not to insinuate that woman 3 whom i deeply care for is in any way insecure, in fact on the contrary, she is a superb and strong woman whom knows what it is she wants. Indeed if there is any blame to fall it must fall on me, my discretion has caused a mess, so for now on honesty wont do, it will have to be brutal truth... Spare feelings, I don't think so! As I have hurt her and that to me is not acceptable.

The problem was that i was like i previously stated i did not want to let down woman 2, and i had hoped to remain friends because regardless of compatibility I believe that every one has some thing to offer each and every one of us on some level. I apparently was not clear on this point. Then I am also honestly confused about woman 1, i do love her though realize that we would never work though we remain in contact.

As a matter of fact, i think this is a waste of my freaking time, I could be cuddled up next her right now watching a good old comedy, what the fuck am i thinking?

eveready06 43M

8/26/2006 4:25 pm

SOunds bloody complicated to me. Been having a few problems along those lines myself.

rm_douglhers replies on 8/26/2006 5:09 pm:
I dont envy you, i have had enough of this sort of thing but its all good.... it will get better...

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