Chapter 1...  

rm_dong4un42141 38M
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12/28/2005 8:06 am

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Chapter 1...

"Freed from desire, you can see the hidden mystery.
By having desire, you can only see what is visibly real." Ch. 1 Tao Te Ching - Lao Tzu

I meditated on this passage last night for nearly an hour, and again woke up with it in my head this morning while I floated between sleep and consciousness. As a result, I've become at peace with the fact that things aren't going to work out with SH. I do not desire her. Right now, I do not desire any woman that I know, nor can I imagine one that I desire.

The reality of the situation is this: SH is older than me, and has two kids. While we share the common interests and philosophies on love and sex, we are little more than friends. We are different, yet the same.

Peace be with you.

safereturns 48F

12/28/2005 10:12 pm

Hmm, must be in the air--I'm romance neutral too.

Kids at home = dealbreaker for me. Harsh but real.

Single time is peaceful.

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