Identity Crises  

rm_deadlyboring 48F
53 posts
10/8/2005 4:39 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Identity Crises


Note....This entry is rather dark...

Frequently I am asked how I got to AdultFriendFinder ("What's a nice girl like you doing in a place like this?")Simple response, I typed FUCKBUDDIES into the search engine and viola.

However, life is not that simple...at least not this life. For two years, grief has enveloped my world (seven burials of loved ones).

After my husband's death, there was an identity crisis. No longer was I- Mrs. Deadly Boring ...Boring was dead...And I didn't remember Miss Deadly Serious (my maiden name)... She had left me 10 years ago...strangers referred to me as THE WIDOW.


I needed a new persona...DEADLY... A secret identity that would allow me to enjoy human companionship without the emotional investment dating requires ....(Climbing out of the pits of dispare takes alot of time and energy)

Its amazing how quickly Deadly acclimated to this site. Frank sexual discussions... Tracey and Hepburn style banter...new computer skills ... 13762 pictures of cocks ... and alot of male attention...what else could a girl want?

Through the process I've rediscovered my sexuality, enjoyed the conversations, learned alot of new things (to me), and chuckled along the way....I've found I like this DEADLY....she's one amazing gal...and it's really good to laugh again.

RailBaron2 55M

10/8/2005 6:23 pm

Welcome back, I was just about to send search & rescue to look for you.


rm_deadlyboring 48F
20 posts
10/8/2005 10:47 pm

That would have made my day!


rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
456 posts
10/9/2005 8:07 pm

At least Mr. Deadly Boring had the good sense to go while his wife was still young enough to reclaim her own idenity and discover some of lifes womders. Now that you have found youreself again and are pleased with it, don't give it up or allow it to be taken again.


slaphappy9 58M
20 posts
10/13/2005 10:08 pm

Tracey and Hepburn style banter...
I never thought of it that way but it is so true. The give and take that goes on.
I don't know if there will ever be another actress like Hepburn.


ezroller46526 43M

5/7/2006 7:11 am

Deadly is truly amazing.


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