I Believe In Love...  

rm_creepnldy 41F
279 posts
4/29/2006 7:20 pm

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5/3/2006 7:26 pm

I Believe In Love...

Please do not turn this into a political discussion about the artists of the song I quote. Say whatever you want about love, I don't care anymore.

I know that down deep, I have always believed in love...you can tell that if you look closely enough in my blog posts. I just never thought it could happen to me. And, maybe he doesn't feel as strongly about me as I do about him...that doesn't matter right now--all that does is how I feel and how he made me feel. I have been told a plethora of times that because I was neither looking for or wanting love, it would find me. I guess that was right because neither one of us were. I looked back at our conversations today--yes, we met on AdultFriendFinder--and, we both wanted a friendship with benefits, without all the "drama" and such that come with traditional relationships. I am not saying that it is a traditional relationship--at least, not yet--but, if Iwere to have one, I would love to have one with this man. In almost 30 years, I have never met anyone like him or anyone that I am so compatible with. It's strange how this happens...crazy really. One day you're just wanting to have NSA sex because you don't want to go through all the crap that has traditionally come with love and relationships, and the next day you are chasing sunsets with the man (or woman) of your dreams.

Who knows what the future holds...I would love for him to be in my future, but for right now, I guess we are still just two people who don't really have a commitment to one another but who do love each other. The problem is that though there are no commitment and no expectations, I don't really even want to see anyone else. I have experienced how it can be, and I am smitten. When I described "My Perfect Man" in a previous post, I was describing "Mr. Right Now" for that time, and I was feeling a bit sarcastic. I think we all want to meet someone that we fall hopelessly and completely in love with and who fulfills our every need and desire and, of course, who feels the same about us. All I know right now is that when I am with him, and even when I am not (like now), he is all I can think about.

By the way, I was going to quote Sarah McLachlan's "I Love You," but I got up the intestinal fortitude not to forget, and I said it, and though a reply was certainly not the intent, he did.

So, to contradict a previous poster's song describing me (though that was me a week ago and before), here are the lyrics to a song that expresses how I have felt all week (throw in that we both know that it is crazy to fall for someone so fast)...

"I Believe In Love"

"I made a promise to myself
Locked it away deep down inside
Told my heart we'd wait it out
Swore we'd never compromise
Oh I'd rather be alone
Like I am tonight
Than settle for the kind of love
That fades before the morning light

Silence stared me in the face
And I finally heard its voice
It seemed to softly say
That in love you have a choice
Today i got the answer
And there's a world of truth behind it
Love is out there waiting somewhere
You just have to go and find it

I believe in love, I believe in love
A love that's real, love that's strong
Love that lives on and on
Yes I believe in love
Yes I believe in love"


I do believe in love now. I still don't know if it will last, but even if it doesn't, I will always be thankful that I have experienced it. I would like to send out a special thanks to the Wisconsin Population Project...

Note to Love: Just remember, work release or extended yard time; however you look at it, I am not letting you go!


CLB


rm_TexNVa 50M/50F
376 posts
4/30/2006 4:56 am

I've always told you that I hope you get everything you want. Even if you do contradict my song
You deserve it.
Believe it.

Good luck.


rm_creepnldy replies on 4/30/2006 9:11 pm:
Thanks, sweetie! You do, too!

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