Cloud w/ a silver lining  

rm_covetthee 49M
15 posts
9/18/2005 8:24 am

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Cloud w/ a silver lining

I realize all this crap im spitting out with my keyboard is a bit depressing. I need an outlet and needed to vent my frustrations at the same time. I don't care if no one reads this. I'm obviously not the popular kind to draw the blog masses. Its a sullen crowd I seek or someone who has been down the same path at the very least; who can relate that...LOVE (really) STINKS! lol! Joan Jett really knew her shit!

The more I think of it...this could be the BEST thing to happen to me. Perhaps a few years from now I will look back with no regrets.

Its the "NOW" which is the bitter pill to swallow. Its the "NOW" which tells me its the worst mistake I'm making. However, I must remain optimistic that all is good. Things will get better. Eventually, I'll meet someone new who will make me forget my past.

I've lost my appetite for relationships in general. I look around me and see couples all smug, holding hands, clinging to each other, walking on cloud 9. Don't they realize they are more than likely headed for destination disappointment? If I knew then what I know now. I can only envy their joy and hope it wont be shortlived like mine was.

My cloud is parting with a silver lining. I know for a fact I'll get through this unscathed.(hums the tune to "I will survive" hahaha!) I'll meet my soulmate...she's out there. I know she is. I cling on those hopes that she will find me and find me soon.


neotrio 42M/40F  
1213 posts
9/23/2005 6:02 pm

we blog. we blog to vent. we blog to release the emotions,good or bad, that have been building up inside of us. we blog our thoughts, pose questions, complain about all that is unfair in this world and even sometimes celebrate in life's little joys.

whatever it is that one blogs about...it's their own and it's an excellent outlet. i hope you find what you're looking for.

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