the boys of summer  

rm_aqustic2 46M
1195 posts
4/18/2006 2:36 am

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4/28/2006 2:36 pm

the boys of summer

the long week end is over and ratrace is here again to teach us all that infact we are all are really only numbers in lifes big bingo game. my phone started ringing at 6am this morning i thought at frist of turning it off but i looked at the number on the screen it was a mate greg, whats up with him? so i answered it "well"" can i borrow a car or something mine wont start and i am back to work today." i thought fast this fucker is, was a good mate but its all me, me, me. since i needed his help a bit more lately. i had rang him in the middle of the night on friday night last in a bad way and and he told me he was just in from a night club twisted, A NIGHT CLUB?? TWISTED??? it was good friday in paddyland not a drop of drink to be got nevermind a night club open. anyway no biggie i got around that one. fuck fella i have nothing to give you i said. bollox replyed , no the keys of everthing are away in my own car to kerry with larry. fucks sake he replys and then gos off into a wobbeler like a mad woman on whisky. fuck him i thought. all week end i being in bed going down big time 200mg of crazy painkillers 3 times a day for 4 days my own body cooking up the pain to counterbalance that a few drinks on friday night which may not have helped?? but made me sleep a mentaly unbalanced ex girlfriend coming at me on the phone and txting on one side and a lady i was only getting to know giving me a hard time on the other, i tryed to tell them that this wasnt the time that i was being wired to the moon just right now but no, NO. sure what can you do??? just let them get on with it i dont think they made a headwrecker with a mute button did they?? my phones being ringing none stop now since 7.30 and i am feeling a bit better so i suppose its time i faced up to the fact its time to become a rat again and get into that race i`ll do a few bits and bobs today nothing major and go back to it proper tomorrow. i suppose i am very lucky i can do it this way at the same time?? this summer i intend getting my head sorted dump a few people, dump a pile of thoughts, get myself direction and live life the way i used to. my fav. track is on the radio just now "the boys of summer" and i feel good, and i am off to meet the sweetest person i know my younger sister jill for a coffee by the beach. this week end has being one major head fuck. bring on the next one i`ll be waiting for it.

HBowt2 60F

4/18/2006 11:47 am

hope you enjoyed the coffee....and you did right about the car...

Sulabula 46F
12659 posts
4/18/2006 1:26 pm

You did the right thing

Sula xxx

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