sex with a stranger  

rm_aqustic2 46M
1195 posts
2/15/2006 4:15 pm

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3/19/2006 10:04 am

sex with a stranger

i know everyone is differant, i know i am very differant from all my mates and friends and very much so when it comes to my family, so sometimes i wonder why i suround myself with the people i do, thats a question. my question mark button bit the dust. anyway i am a bit of a loner, i live alone in a 250 year old house at the bottom of a long spooky laneway in the middle of nowhere, i work for myself, by myself, i like to cook for myself, and do everything i can for myself by myself. i have had very dark days in my life from time to time and dealt with them myself and had no probs getting on with life, i dream of owning and living in a light house, i live for the sea, and the lonlyness it brings to me..... but then there is a flip side to me. where i have to suround myself with people, the more the better, all or most of my customers become my friends in some way or an other, very girl i ever had contact with be it a one nighter or a longterm thing, i am still intouch with in some way or an other. i never fall out with people unless they cross me in business. but lately i am begining to think why is it iprefare to have sex with strangers, question mark. it has never being a prob for me to walk up to a girl, lady even in the coner shop and spark up a chat about my, her needs, dont get me worng i am never rude in anyway but

its almost like a drug for me now, i find myself unable to stop myself sometimes. maybe i need help........question mark.

HBowt2 60F

2/16/2006 4:33 am

Maybe its' not about the sex aqustic....could be more about the hunt and the chase and the thrill you get from that.....the ability to get who you want.....It's easy to hide behind all that and not give of yourself...
having a dark day today myself...take care hun xxx

rm_aqustic2 46M
1335 posts
2/16/2006 6:11 am

hbowt those dark days were about the fear of dying, or of living as lesser man than i was, but they are long gone, it didnt take long to climb on top of them, and yes i do like the hunt, the trill of the chase, if its to easy its no fun, but there has to be a reward for everything i life or life would be very boring, like working in a job you hate. let me know if i can help you out with the way your feeling today, and we will kick the shit of it together.......ok.

saddletrampsk 55F

2/26/2006 7:46 pm

Sometimes you need an anonymous sexual encounter with no emotional attactment..I agree

rm_aqustic2 46M
1335 posts
3/13/2006 1:30 am

saddle i can only agree, prob is have the sex they tend to become a friend??mmmmmmmmmmm??
heavenly a distance?? is that why your sating down south and not coming to see me??

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