hello my love.  

rm_aqustic2 45M
1195 posts
7/9/2006 6:05 am

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7/12/2006 4:11 pm

hello my love.


whats it all about yea?? my buddy troy rang just then to tell me how he got on last night while out on the rip, ja score i asked?? well i got chating to some young one`s he reply`s its the same every time. he`s convinced women his own age (35) or older have to much bagage kids, failed marrages, or relationships, damaged minds, unstable in themselfs, he`s a top lad and helped me through some very dark nights when i thought i was going down for the long sleep. i would have txted him at 4 and 5 am and every time he would come straight back to me, just an answer to that tex was all i needed to keep it together no advice or his opinion, just a yes mate, no mate or a simple hang in there. i am begining to think having read profiles and blogs from all over the world that this no string`s, fuck buddy,disposable lover rant we all chant is just a cover, something to hide behind if we get sucked in to something called love. i`m 34 years old most of the people i connect with here are from about 27 and up, people who have lived, who have being kicked and kicked again, sex is an adult thing and thats what we do theres no fun in talking about the flowers in the garden or even the sunday papers ok both subject`s can be interesting but you talk about it at 20 mph, its food for the mind theres no real buz, sex,sex now theres the buz, theres a kick in that and we travel at 120mph when talking about it not just the mind every part of your body wants a bite. i think myself that the bagage handelers in the back of my mind are feeding the rest of it very slowly that its love maybe that i need now not just a shag somebody to live for, a girl to take me to her dreaming place and open up my eyes. i have turned down offers of sex in recent weeks and months because ??? maybe the lady offering didnt float my boat enough and it would have being just for the sake of doing it, na thats not for me, dont get me wrong here sex is as big a drug for me as it is for you maybe its even more? as i go about my day thinking about it none stop. as for bagage sure i have plenty myself, i have a kid, a brain tumor, well half of one, i`ve had a major stroke losing the use of parts of my body. but dont worry my brains in top class working action both parts whats in my pants and my head. and i`m in trouble with the tax man, as for being unstable?? i feel anyway i`m as grounded as they come infact i some times think i grew out of the ground its self. but, but theres always a but i sometimes feel i could move any mountain, maybe my down fall?? i would say i wouldn`t let thoughts of love in to my head for the last few years as i think i didnt want to be tied down and sent out the signal "you cant have me" but having just read my own profile i think i`ve being untrue to myself. if and when these feelings of love start to hang around, i`ll want you to feel it too, a super natural love.

daighi 50M
1449 posts
7/9/2006 7:08 am

Hi there.Yes,you certainly do seem like a level headed likable guy,& i'm sure that the ladies of this site will appreciate that.

I have found myself,as i have grown older,my perceptions of people have changed,i have become more intuitive about their needs & wants more.

MY needs have changed also,as time has gone on,& what i want from relationships has changed also.Although i want to continue having fun,i'm finding that quality is much more important to me than quantity.

I tend to want to establish deeper meaningful friendships with people,& quite often intimacy,is not always the first or even second thing on my mind.

I Have been in what I would call TRUE love,but it was at the wrong time in my life.I don't know if i will ever find that feeling again,but i do live in hope of it.

I feel the secret about these type of sites,is that they offer us a chance to search & hopefully find who we are looking for.The problem with sites like these,is that most people think that your after JUST one thing,& thats our ONLY motivation for being here.

Great post,& thanks for visitin.& posting ib my blog.Keep up the good work.

D.

"Always remember...keep smiling!"

Hugs,

D. XX


amber3471 46F

7/9/2006 2:07 pm

<<<agrees with blonde

Axx


rm_aqustic2 replies on 7/9/2006 2:21 pm:
well ambie that feeling didnt last long it must have being wind??

HBowt2 60F

7/9/2006 7:41 pm

surprised it even lasted long enought to post about.....you usually move it along much quicker than that


rm_aqustic2 replies on 7/10/2006 1:43 am:
oui,watch it.

parkingspacereq 46M

7/10/2006 2:17 am

the baggage is what makes us who we are mate.
we all have it, and we carry different bags at different times


rm_aqustic2 replies on 7/10/2006 9:57 am:
parking i agree fella, shall i tell you a few of my lifes stories??

Sulabula 46F
12659 posts
7/10/2006 3:42 am

We all have baggage...some show it more than others

Sula xxx

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rm_aqustic2 replies on 7/10/2006 9:55 am:
yea sula you saying i`m high mileage??..........chill

rm_fluffy19747 43M/40F
512 posts
7/12/2006 10:19 am



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