cold thinking  

rm_aqustic2 46M
1195 posts
3/6/2006 1:05 am

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3/14/2006 2:35 pm

cold thinking

woke this morning to a very cold cave, my heating went down last night, just as the (rats) game to play mind games with me, the (rats) are what u call a bag of feelings i get having drank lquid depression all week end. ddark thoughts about my life and work, feelings about the mistakes i made and what life will bring to me, cold thoughts. they attack the mind late on a sunday evening while my system dose cold turkey. i`m not a big drinker, but i do like a drink when in chillout mode at the week end, but this week end i pushed the boat out and sank it. i dont have to do what most people have to on a monday morn. i work for myself, if i want to be crazy busy i can be, if not its up to me. i owe nothing. so my time is my own but today even tho, i am feeling ok just after a shower. i think i`ll over load myself to get the day away quick and get me back to normal. the cave is starting to annoy me work is on going 2 years now, and its a long way to go yet. i have being thinking about moving this past while, i looked at a house in the woods a while back but that fell through. over the next few days i am going to make up my mind as what to do and stick to it. i love my cave but this is getting silly. ok now the coffees in me and i`m off to make a yoyo.

Sulabula 46F
12659 posts
3/6/2006 1:11 pm

I had a cold house all weekend too....could have done with some hot toddies or something like that....thankfully it is sorted now...But you should do what you feel in your heart you want to do

Sula xxx

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HBowt2 60F

3/9/2006 3:39 am

Would you be you if you were'nt in your cave anymore aqustic....if you love it stick with it.....sorry you had a bad sunday....take care of you you silly man HB2XX

rm_aqustic2 46M
1335 posts
3/9/2006 12:37 pm

ok ladies i``ve made up my mind, lifes to short for just putting up. i`m on the move asoon as the right cave comes up, thanks for your coments.

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