a girl for me  

rm_aqustic2 46M
1195 posts
1/8/2006 4:19 am

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6/14/2006 2:55 pm

a girl for me

morning scallie wags, a few years back i reached a very low point in my life, i was 30 at the time and its a place i hope none of you ever have to go. i dont want to write an other blog about it again , but to cut a long story short. THE END only kidding. i was told i had a masive brain tumor, i was put on a lots of stuff to keep the swelling down and i was in a private room with all i could ever want to keep me comfortable, people came from all over to see me customers and mates from all over ireland and england, an ex from new york, my own family from all over the world, even a member or two from other planets, anyway i had a 10 day wait for the right plumber to be found to do the job. these 10 days were no prob to put down with all these people coming to see me(looking for money i owed them) only kidding. but at night when every one was gone the stuff to keep the swelling down was keeping me awake and nothing the nurses gave me (and i meen nothing, i know what your thinking) me could get away to sleep, now in the last few nights i was in a bad way and only for the few people who were replying to my 3and 4 am txts i reckon i`d not be here today, the horible thoughts of how life would be and all the stuff i did wrong in my past where coming to vist me in floods. it was wearing me down but i kept the fight good and made deals with myself that if i got through this i`d be a differant man and better for it. i decided that the differant girls that had bin in my life were not to be coz of one thing or an other, but that when better ì might be beter off giving up the party life i had bin living the past 10 years and bin the bad boy side to me and find the girl for me? anyway i have now discovered it isnt so easy to change the way you are, and that i am what i am. a few years later i discovered i had a daughter now 5. i spent most of the day with her yesturday, we got rapped up warm and went for a spin up the coast with the roof down, cold i know but good fun, we taked about real important stuff, scoobie doo and sponge bob. she munched pringles and i drank coffee, as i drove away after leaving her home i realised i had found my girl. a party girl a pringle monster,

Sulabula 46F
12659 posts
1/8/2006 9:33 am

Aqus....that is so sweet...I am so glad u found what you were looking for

Sula xxx

Sula xxx

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Duffer422 41M

1/8/2006 11:36 am

Gee wiz Dude, just shows you talk to people in these chat rooms and actually know very little about them.
Sounds like you went through alot, but I am glad to hear you've come through the other side and are finding the important things in life.
Just think about all those true friends you have and enjoy your life the way you know how!


silkysmoothlegs3 106F

1/8/2006 11:44 am

delighted for you darling
silky xxxx

hugs_4_u2 40F

1/8/2006 1:18 pm

one of the most lovely blogs i`ve read in a long time really made me smile glad u`ve found ur girl!

hugs xxx

caressmewell 55F

1/8/2006 2:22 pm

Beautiful. Daughters are very special!

rm_art_persists 53M
1789 posts
1/8/2006 3:53 pm

I too have found my girl in my daughter: 2 1/2 and everything her mother and I could never be. BTW I'm listening to Audioslave's "Be Yourself" and it couldn't be more appropriate.

rm_giraffevoice 36M
18 posts
1/13/2006 1:47 pm

Aqu....i'm late in reading your blog, but you've managed to reduce me to tears. Well, one or two anyway, and with me, that's a feat. I hereby award you a certificate or something. No, wait, you're happy. Consider that your award, although it wasn't from me. Keep grinning mate

Gir/Longneck/Hoob etc

rm_emerald6912 50M
545 posts
1/13/2006 9:47 pm

lovely to read that, gave me a good feeling.

tnx for sharing, and spreading some happiness.

Chele46H 50F

3/18/2006 7:18 pm

The relationship you will have with her will be pure and special. Treasure her Aqustic - both of you deserve the best and that's what you'll find in each other.

I have 2 daughters and I love them with all my heart and know that they love me the same way.

Be with her whenever you can, make each other feel special and your lives will be so much fuller and complete.

Take care and enjoy your time together.

Chele xx

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