2000 miles from home.  

rm_aqustic2 45M
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4/25/2006 12:56 am

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5/1/2006 1:34 am

2000 miles from home.


last night i went for phyiso, the guy i go to is a good lad and i feel great when i leave his place, but every once in a while i feel sore one side of the river or the other funny aint it?? i suppose it cant always be all good?? no hard man talk here " last night he hurt me" i drove home the coast road and stoped for a bit to watch the sea and have a think a friend of mine doing time for killing a man in self defence only a short spell 2 years in a very relazed prision but still locked away. anyway he had rang during the day yesturday and i had missed the call, not like me, but when i tryed to ring him back i couldnt get through??? this guys 250% he owed me some money at one stage but i was unawear what was going all with him other than there was something eating him untill he came to see me a few days before he was to go away he payed me what he owed and told me what had happened in my books he went up the ladder a few steps. away i told him if there was anything i could every do for him to let me know straight away. so i suppose i was a bit worried about him?? then i got to thinking about me... this way i was feeling?? its going to be like this forever. when i say forever, i meen every now and and again of course we all have probs and funny little feelings every now and again?? no biggie yea fuck it i thought and i got out of the car christ i dont even know why i drive it dose my back in i sat on the bonnet and looked out into the unknown the sea was a bit rough last nite nothing much i shall use the term "untidy" just the way i like it i`m a proper space monkey and my strongest drug summer is just about to hit i was only about 2 miles from home 2 mins before i felt i was 2000. once home a hot slower and into bed clean sheets theres nothing better... well of course if it wasnt sooooooooo empty?? what about it? its no biggie a few txts came in and i was sorted.

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