When I get where I'm going  

rm_abutoo2 45M
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8/3/2006 1:11 am

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8/7/2006 7:16 pm

When I get where I'm going


I might find out what it's like to ride a drop of rain... when I get where I'm going they're will be only happy tears

So, the big day is coming buddy. I have to ask myself too, what will you be when I see you again?
Will you become Prime Minister one day? lol,
Will you play Soccer (football!)? Cricket anyone?
WIll you talk funny for me? lol.
Will you bring England under American control? muhahaha... (just thought we were the docile colony).
Will you hate me for letting you go?
Will you hate your mom for not being married to your father?
Will you be a happy child? cause that all I ever wanted for ya. Happiness.

I got to watch you yesterday, playing here on my computer. I love you and your wit. I hate to think that a 4 year old is smarter than me but I think it's true. But I'm still wiser, lol... but I think you're more clever .
I hope that I'll be over to see you soon. But I know that it will not be soon enough. And that every time I do see you I'll see less of a little boy and more of a man. That's the part that makes a guy cry. To know that I'm still your father, and your daddy is one thing. But to not be able to share in the little things that really cause life to make sense.
You see, it makes sense when I watch you grow and learn. It makes sense when I get an unsolicited hug from you. It makes sense when I hear ya say "I love you Daddy." It makes sense when you crawl up into my lap and sit still to watch tv, or play your leap pad. Life starts making sense then.

canuhandle1968 50F

8/3/2006 6:35 pm

I've always said that I'd dread the day my kids told me they were smarter than me and were right.... it happened about the age of 4, and they were right!!! I suspect that one day, you and Danny will be playing Thomas the Tank on the computer...for old time's sake...


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/5/2006 4:17 pm:
I've got me a photo of him playing on here... {sniffle}

crazygurl2xx 58F

8/7/2006 2:12 pm

my baby (yeah, 14 years old and still my baby) is The Single Most Precious Person On Earth to me. when she was born i felt the sweet burden that her soul was in my care. it still is and the funny thing is what a blessed child she is that god always makes sure that the people who care about her are always made able to take care of her...

you too have the same sweet burden of that little boy's soul in your care.. but you already knew that...


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/7/2006 7:17 pm:
he's in God's care. I was put here to guide him. lol

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