Saying Goodbye to a Friend  

rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
231 posts
10/31/2005 9:37 pm

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Saying Goodbye to a Friend

Yes I seem to have lost a resent constant companion. One that I was getting rather fond of having around. One that made every thing feel great, gave me unbelievable energy and caused me to miss more sleep (something that is highly over rated).

Last Wednesday morning another friend cut her wrists in front of me and the only real damage she did was to send my new friend running, not to be seen or felt since. I hope not gone for good though.

I will miss this friend and patiently await the return of MANIA.

duststormdiva 52F
6854 posts
11/1/2005 1:47 am

Wow, I hope she returns! You are a great person. I hope you find what you are looking for.


rm_JuicyJulia2 42F
98 posts
11/3/2005 10:24 am

oh silly twizzle, you can't lose me~ i am like a hemrroid~ i can be a real, bloody pain-in-the-ass, and then all they sudden, when you think you may have finally gotten rid of me, i pop back into your life to irratate ya and keep you just shy of getting to comfortable. That's me, that's my purpose.... but sometimes i revert back in to my dark hole (sorry couldn't resist the pub) to rest, recoup, regear and prepare to fight the good fight again... i crashed completely in every way ~ physically, mentally, emotionally, financially, spiritually~ for a solid week. I slept and slept and slept and let my unconscious mind deal with the insanity and impact of 'the cutters' demands and inconvenience of being drafted to maintain her life while she is in the nut ward. ugh~ sometimes the baggage i carry around for my friends outweighs the my own and handicapps my abilty to meet my own needs... I needed a 'holiday' from bearing the burdens of the people I love, tapped out. But I am feeling ready to take some on again, and you will be the first as you are the funniest whackjob-out friend I have who actually trusts their feelings with my quirky ass....
I have been looking out for you and you have disappeared into thin air!
I am here, right on my ass, where you know you can always find me.
love ya like a red-headed stepbrother! come see me soon!

rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
456 posts
11/4/2005 9:21 pm

Diva... One thing I know is that the mania will come back, I just never know when and now I'm wasting allot of time sleeping. I think I'm still trying to figure out what I'm looking for, which makes finding anything difficult. I will know what it is when it finds me though.

JJ....I would never lose you...unless you would get too drunk stay awake at the drive thru... then there's a pretty good chance. It's about time you crashed. Your the only one I know sleeps less than I do. I sent you IMs and you arn't talking to me again. I hope it's not because I was stuck in Cleveland and could not talk to you.

I love and miss you.... Call my cell phone if you want me, my twin.

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