Insomnia or Mania -- Why Can't I Sleep  

rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
231 posts
9/28/2005 1:28 am

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Insomnia or Mania -- Why Can't I Sleep

As of late I have found myself unable to sleep for more than six hours at a time and that only happens after I have spent two to three nights in a row awake. So lets see, I stay awake for maybe fifty to eighty hours, then sleep for six. Something tells me that this cycle is not in the best interest of my health but I seem to have absolutely no control over it. To the contrary it seems to have control over me. I have tried to sleep but can't. My mind is racing a thousand miles a minute and switching between thoughts so fast that concentration on anything is almost futile. The hours pass by like minutes and I seem to become confused as time goes fleeting past.

Damn mania, it feels so good but I know the accumulative effects of it are going to be a bitch, too say the least.If you have any thoughts on what may help, let me know because at this point any ideas are better than the ones I've tried (drinking beer and wine since 7am Tuesday).

While I have been up I have been on this site allot and browsed extensively. This has caused some questions in my overactive mind, LIKE

1. Why do most women refuse to show their faces in photographs? I have seen some very beautiful women on this site.

2. Why do so many women think the only way they can demonstrate their sexual liberation is to show the world a shot of their spread pussy or ass?
Although this is more attractive, and I would rather personally see that than all the cocks I must endure. I still think women should use more seductive body shots and pictures that show their faces rather than being spread eagle on a bed or bent over a chair. Women -- for gods sake have a little class, it will go an awful long way.

3. Do you think somebody should find out what men find attractive about women's pictures.... no forget that point .... What was I thinking all these guys think everyone can tell all they need to know from a shot of a DICK.
Maybe it should be the women who are ask.What they find attractive about women's pictures?

4. Last point.... Do I need to post a few pictures of some of the very beautiful, classy and sexy women as examples of at least what I find attractive in photography of you wonderful creatures? Unfortunately I can't get pictures of your brains, but I know there are quite a few women on this site who have GREAT ones, after all that is a woman's most sensual organ.

Please Let Me Know What You Think and I am sorry about going on if this has offended anyone but what the fuck.. I'm Manic, Haven't Slept In Days and really just Don't give a Fuck, unless ask nicely.

rm_JuicyJulia2 42F
98 posts
9/28/2005 1:08 pm

*with one eyebrow raised and a look of concern*

Put the wine glass down, take your hand off the mouse, step away from the keyboard, stand up, walk towards the lightswitch and flip that monkey.... now walk towards that big flat piece of furniture they call a BED... lay down on it, close eyes, lay still... repress thoughts, repress again -it didnt work the first time.... take a deep breath and keep attempting to wrangle those twizted thoughts and repress them.... eventually you will fall asleep or die of boredom, either way, you will get the rest you need...

I only offer this to you as an option and as a person who has been there, done that.... Sleep is overrated but the shadow people will come and bother you if you avoid sleep much longer

Peace, Love and all the above
Julia (midnight maurauder)

tillerbabe 57F

9/28/2005 8:06 pm

Can't "help" ya with the "sleep" thing......I have no "regular" sleep cycle as of late.....
But....I can answer some of your questions sweetie:

1. Why do most women refuse to show their faces in photographs?

-This particular site lends toward "anonymity" - therefore, fewer "face" shots, (I only show my face in my network pics...and only after I've seen the face of the person I'm inviting.)

2. Why do so many women think the only way they can demonstrate their sexual liberation is to show the world a shot of their spread pussy or ass?

-I find that men tend to be very visual, I haven't had many "complaints" - but I "balance" the more raw shots with seduction and mystery. Personally, I like cock shots, (if its a nice cock) - but everything that makes up a man is beautiful....and "Twisted" - some men really "dig" pussy shots....WE attract who we want to...

Question 3 & 4 - Not necessary...

Thank you for bringing this up...

tillerbabe 57F

9/28/2005 8:09 pm


Question for you:
Why don't you have a "pic" up at all????


rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
9/28/2005 8:44 pm

Dude, it sounds like you have what I have, anxiety disorder and osessive compulsive. Can't sleep more than four hours at a shot. My friend once stayed up for a week straight and had to be admitted to the psych ward. Don't let it go too long.

rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
456 posts
9/29/2005 6:13 pm

tillerbabe-- Thank you for your answers. Your pictures are well done and lovely as I am sure you are also. I probably schouldn't have put it up at all but I was getting drunk on wine, something i don't usually do, and I hadnt slept in three nights.

saint-- I definately have some kind of disorder. I did finally pass out for six hours after the sun came up and i drank 3 liters of wine but I haven't slept since. Here we go again

rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
456 posts
9/29/2005 6:19 pm

Julia darling, thank you, I was wondering what that big flat thing was. I used to use the damn thing but it wasn't for sleep. Haven't had a need for it lately. Some day

You know what I say "I'll sleep when I die".

PailsDiverHonks 57F

9/29/2005 7:22 pm

Another cure for sleep is yoga, deep breathing and learning to relax. I don't want to sound like a mother or anything like that..BUT..A glass of wine is good but more then that will not help with real sleep.

OK..enough of that stuff.

I don't post a face photo because I need descretion (kinda, sorta married here)

The most I ever posted was well, you see legs spread open from me.

I think it was asked somewhere in blogville about the photos men want to see from females. The seductive look was the winner.

You didnt ask this but I have been venting about all the dick shots and men thinking I would meet them based on the dick alone.


rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
456 posts
9/29/2005 8:56 pm

Greeneyes-- your photos are lovely and seductive, i enjoy reading your blog so I don't have time for sleep. I will try though. Thanks

rm_magnet4u22 51F
18406 posts
9/30/2005 9:30 pm

Have you ever tried melatonin or 5htp? They work well

I don't show a photo because of the need for discretion...

I also posted about all the dick pics that I I don't know that men have one?

I think you can pick the ones who have the brains by reading how they articulate

Hope you get some some point the body will tell you and mae you sleep!!!


rm_magnet4u22 51F
18406 posts
9/30/2005 9:31 pm

Sorry, can't type....that's "make" you sleep


gusher48DD 60F

9/30/2005 9:41 pm

Twizted, I have the same thing you do in stage 2. and mania for me is lack of appitite, couldn't care less about what or when I eat, and sleep is from usually 3-10am. sleep aids don't work. And diets don't work right if you don't eat. The more regular I take my meds the less I can really sleep. I get too wound up inside and the only way to unwind is good sex. but with no partners, you don't get to sleep. Come to Denver and I'll get you to sleep.

rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
456 posts
10/1/2005 1:30 am

Magnet.. You don't need to put up pics, your words attract.

gusher.. that is a sexy picture, I don't eat right either but if I were near Denver I would sure find you, eat my favorite peach and maybe get that sleep I need.
Sometimes I fear sleep cause with it comes depression and for me that SUCKS.

rm_TwiztedCharm 57M
456 posts
10/6/2005 1:10 am

Tell me about it. Mine hardly ever wants to turn off lately but my body keep giving out. I have miles to go before I sleep, just to arrive at god only knows...

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