My E-existence  

rm_ThePro2 42M
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10/14/2005 7:44 pm

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My E-existence

I know I know...it started off with a real melancholic note (so unlike me!) And people who know me been wondering whether I was on the verge of doing something stupid. Has to answer a doxen of mails in the past day just to say I'm okay, alive and well and playing hard as my usual self.

So, I guess, I have some clarifying to do. Well, I thought it was a fit way to start off a blog...Vixen was someone I had never met...yet I had adored her. I think it was shared. She was the epitome of virtual existence. As funny as it sounds, I became alive as soon as little bell would go and that little nickname would light up on my messenger. The hours I spent with her in front of my computer screen were uplifting. Sad you would say? I wonder whether I have taken more to our virtual mind games than to carnal pleasures...(only one way to check! ). Some would say it's an addiction...I don't know you tell me. How can you say that you "are" with someone if you cannot see, feel, smell that person? From my viewpoint, existence FIRST manifests itself in the mind, and so do senses and feelings. So, as far as I'm concerned, here is as real a place as any other.

Anycase, her departure from the web made me realise that a big chunk of me now belongs here. (I do not know yet how big a chunk yet!). Soooo, I thought what would be a more fitting way to start off this place than a tribute to her. Good bye Vixen...wherever you are, I hope you are happy. Mea Culpa

Max


rm_ThePro2 42M

10/15/2005 7:51 pm

thanks for dropping by sexyfit. I cam down to visit your blog..its real cool. to tell you the truth, real life sex is slightly trepid compared what you can get on on cyber. well, maybe i just haven't meant the rite persons yet. No regerts though


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