Strange Day  

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3/12/2006 9:38 am

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3/12/2006 9:41 am

Strange Day

You know when you try to make yourself get overthings or feelings. You intentionally try to see or do happy things to make yourself happy? For me it is watching comedy central or listening to music. Well its not working today! I bought this new CD and one song hit home. I spoke to a friend about this site and it was funny. She said everyone here has been hurt in some way. And I have to say, I have never met nicer people. People are so friendly here. Maybe its because we are totally open about our sexuality. Maybe it is because of that everything else is a cake walk. I can't really figure that one out. We are all here searching for something. Today is weird. I am being strong though. I am trying to figure out what I need today.

Song "CUT" By Plumb

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
and tears that still drip soar
A fragile framed aged with misery
and when our eyes meet
I know you see
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breath in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists
I find it when I am cut
I may seem crazy or painfully shy
These scars wouldn't be so hidden if you would
just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
I don't wanna die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I am not alone
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
and tears that still drip sore
But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breath in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when I was cut


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