A Perversion Examined...  

rm_SubMaleToy4u 53M
3 posts
4/28/2006 6:40 pm
A Perversion Examined...

A life unexamined is not worth living, or so the saying goes. But does that mean a perversion unexamined is not worth exploring? Being the curious type, examine I did.

I've been trying to figure out what drives these desires of mine. For example, I am a heterosexual at heart. But yet I frequently fantasize about submitting to a woman's strap-in cock. Can my mouth and ass really be that sensitive, to the point that I actually crave such stimulation? Are these erogenous zones that powerful?

Or perhaps it is the humiliation of it all. That feeling of being totally used by her, like some sexual plaything that exists solely for her pleasure. The role reversal, of being the wantonly subservient woman to her aggressively feminine manhood. The feeling of giving myself to her, and being taken by her. Being fucked instead of doing the fucking.

Of course, I must accept that there could be some degree of unrealized bisexuality in all of this. I mean, in the heat of passion, if she put a real cock in front of me and told me to suck, I'm sure I would. Although, in the light of day, the idea does absolutely nothing for me. It's not until I'm sexually aroused, like a dog in heat, that such suggestions even take hold.

Or maybe it's just because a giant strap-on is just so dirty. It's truly taboo. Sex toys are one thing, but this goes well beyond buying a vibrator for your girlfriend. It's one of the few acts of sexual deviation that will make a man blush more than the woman. And let's face it...the naughtier the taboo, the greater the thrill. It's perversion in its purest, most pleasurable form.

Now if I can only find a young lady who shares this vision, and yet has the strength of character to captivate me outside of the bedroom as well.


Become a member to create a blog