A Little Lost Today  

rm_SammiSaysTo 44F
1085 posts
8/4/2006 4:24 am

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8/5/2006 4:14 pm

A Little Lost Today

Well I am officially alone for the next five days or so. My son has left with my family for the trek to Indiana. I am happy, sad, and relieved all at the same time. Happy because I will actually get things done around the house. Sad because I know after the first few days, I will be missing my son. Also sad because I was supposed to be going. It is my grandma's 80th bday and most of my cousins are going to be at my Aunt's place. But some things have come up that need immediate attention, so I will be taking care of them while my son is gone and while I am on vacation, so to speak. The only reason I am relieved is because if I had gone...I would have to be sleeping on an air mattress in a tent as there just isn't enough room at my Aunt's house for all us cousins and our kids.

Good news....got a used vehicle..felt I got a good deal. Yes it is a gas guzzler...but I wanted something that would get me around in the winter. Since going across the median and into a ditch on a highway a few winters ago in a compact car while traveling to work, I decided that I was not going to be doing that again!

Bad news....well sort of...let my step-dad and mom take my new/used vehicle to Indiana. I know it was more room for them and well I am just nice that way. I am just hoping to God that they don't break down. Yikes, that wouldn't be good! I am wishing them a safe and uneventful trip.

Today my thoughts are going out to a friend whose son is leaving here very soon for the military. To that special friend: I know its going to be rough, if you need someone to lean on and hold your hand, I am here for you!! Call me anytime. You and your son will be in my prayers!

Also, I am going to be selfish here....I have a very important appointment today and well, I need all the positive thoughts and prayers today as possible. So please, keep me in mind. And to those who have been supportive, thankyou! It is sooo appreciated. I have met some great friends through this site and I love and am thankful for ya all!!

With that said, I am going back to bed and hope all have a good day!!

If you can't laugh, what's the fucking point!

rm_mejustme764 53F
208 posts
8/4/2006 4:59 am

Can't wait to see your new car, although I am sure it isn't nearly as narly as mine!
Try to enjoy your time alone, I know you will miss him, but you deserve a little break!
Good thoughts coming your way...Lots of 'em.


countryheart_71 46F
8081 posts
8/4/2006 5:20 am

I know exactly how you feel about your son being gone. The first couple of days are kinda nice but after that, the quietness gets to you. Atleast it does me. I can't wait until Sunday when they come home, and all 3 of them will be rambling 90 mph trying to tell me everything that they have done over the last week in about 3 minutes. It seems kinda cheesy sometimes, but it's something that I would never trade for anything. You will be in my thoughts today. If you need anything, I'm here for ya, just as you have been for me. ~hugs~


rm_SammiSaysTo 44F
872 posts
8/4/2006 6:04 am

Thanks ME....I am missing my new/used truck...but I know it is in good hands...you know what..for the first time today, I awoke without a migraine..I am hoping this will lat..but did take excedrin migraine just in case!!

If you can't laugh, what's the fucking point!

rm_SammiSaysTo 44F
872 posts
8/4/2006 6:05 am

Country...thankyou! It is good to see you back! Hope all is well with you and we will chat later!!

If you can't laugh, what's the fucking point!

sweetmimilove 52F
1095 posts
8/4/2006 6:19 am

You are my sunshine!

bluman63 57M/54F  
92 posts
8/5/2006 12:27 pm


I knew there was a reason I love you!!!! I'll call when I can talk with out crying. Maybe 6-8 weeks!!
I have 48.5 more hours to drive him crazy!!
Luve YA!
Ms. Blu

rm_SammiSaysTo 44F
872 posts
8/5/2006 4:14 pm

Thanks Ms. Blu..I love ya too...and you can call me while you are crying too...lol

If you can't laugh, what's the fucking point!

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