Life, sex, and religion.  

rm_Rico0825 55M
319 posts
7/9/2006 7:32 pm

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7/13/2006 2:53 pm

Life, sex, and religion.

I think one of the most frustrating secrets of life is where did we come from, and when we die, where will we go.

Will we fade into a vast black, or go onto a new life in another realm.

I was raised as a Catholic. Never really did connect with this religion. In fact in Cattykism I took my share of knuckle whacks with the ruler for laughing at the things they taught.

Most of the kids would soak in this information, without even the slightest amount of cynicism.

But I always asked questions and demanded answers, which would piss off the already miserable nuns.

I remember being taught that the thought was as bad as the deed. If you thought of having sex, or thought of stealing, you were as bad as the one who did these things.

If this is true I am condemned to hell. not only for all the wonderful sexual fanatasies i have had throughout my life, but for more serious things.

There was the time I was a walking chemical experiment. And in my heart, I wanted to kill a pimp who was getting street kids drunk and then shooting them up with heroine. I never followed through, and thankfully straightened my drugging ways up.

Today, with a clear mind and enlightened soul I think back astounded that there was a time in my life such a thought could ever enter my head. Today I am a man who would rather trap a spider and carry it outside then to crush it.

The thing is according to the Catholic beliefs, I am just as guilty to god as if I plugged that bastard. So I would be damned to the River of Fire.

To think I would spend eternity in hell with the likes of Hitler, Hussein, Charles Manson, The Zodiac Killer and on and on. I mean how fair is that?? How obsurd is that? To be damned to hell for a thought born out of frustration and compassion for the innocent?

Or for any of the people on this site who enjoy their sexuality. Burn in hell with these sadistic killers because you enjoyed sex??

And let me tell you folks, if there is a God who lacks such compassion, humility, and common sense, I feel I may be better off in hell with the devil. And the devil is only a personification of the pagan gods, meant by the Xtians to mock, and a reason to destroy.

If there is a God or Goddess I am confident that they only want each soul to grow from life to life.

Don't get me wrong. I don't mean to mock the Xtians. I respect them provided they live their faith and just don't preach it.

But for me the unequal justice in death makes the whole thing just unbelievable. And I believe I live my life better then most Xtians anyway. Without the threats of Hell.

SweetDarlinAngel 40F
2996 posts
7/13/2006 9:59 am

From Catholic born and raised to another... God help us both if all they taught is true. But in my heart I just can't see that as being so ... it just doesn't feel right...


rm_Rico0825 replies on 7/13/2006 3:05 pm:
I find that very hard to believe. I remember when i was in the fifth grade. The sister told us that Limbo was canceled. So in other words all Jews, atheists, Non Catholics would go to Hell.

As i said before, it just has to boggle the mind that someone would be condemned to Hell for being brought up in another religion. And you would sit in Hell with the likes og Hitler, Stalin, Hussien, Castro, and all the other killers of the Earth.

Just doesn't make a dime of sense.

I would be willing to spend every last second of eternity in Hell for the chance to do all the wonderfully evil yet pleasing things I dream of doing to you sweet Angel.

OM Freakin G!!!! \8

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